Hesh to the Ey to the Anne episode 6 (ending)

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I know I have been given up too early. but I guess it better like this since I dont want to hurt more. yeah, I definitely will miss all the things we did together. it may look stupid and doesnt mean anything to anyone else, but to us it were precious. or maybe its only me.I am too tired to be in this kind of complicated matters. I am always in this matter since I was teenagers. its always hard for me. and this time I should let go  what I feel and go on with my life.IF he has a same feeling as I am, he would definitely try his best. I dont want to be the only one who work for it. it cant be like this anymore. I was wrong in the first place. I was wrong to let this feeling develop inside me. I was the one who raise the hope inside me. he dont even know this. I should not get carried away. :( hoping me will cope with my job well. I hope to achieve all the high expectation from my boss. do that tonne of jobs well and meet my client expectations. fulfill Majlis's requirement and all that. make myself busy and hope this feeling will go away naturally. Just what LeBai said to me earlier, kalau ada jodoh tak ke mana. I hold on that. anything happened should have a reason. Allah sentiasa betul dalam apa yang telah di tetapkanNya.