badminton.

we met at complex sukan this evening.

like playing together.

both of us wearing white T and black tracksuit.

i like!

hope we can meet again tomorrow.

:)

p/s:nak upload gambar tyme kat Melaka, tapi tenet cam bangang je.so, harap bersabar ye.

eh?

hai, lama tak jumpa?

pergi mana?

awak ingat awak cute?

hmmph!!

Reality

I just take one step closer to him.

this 'him' is the real one.

the one that i may reach.

MAYBE.

not the one that have so many barriers i have to face.

same language.same mind.

and the most important, we had talked before.

we sat at the same place, same group.

Last time i met him was a month ago.

fortunately, he still reconize me.

in a flash,

all my sleepness gone.and suddenly got a spirit

to finish the work.

daaa~

Star Of My Heart

p/s1: pergh tajuk.mcm drama.haha


nak bg surat kat someone ni.dah lama merajuk ngan dia.tapi dia tak layan pn.ceh, hampeh btol.dasar takde perasaan.nak cakp depan2 malu, so buat a surat.dengan harapan yang penuh dia baca a blog ni.kalw tak, tak tercapai a hasrat dan objective entry ni.

p/s2: ni surat cinta.sape yang ada penyakit geli2..sila blah dlu b4 korang jijik.

dear my Leader,
Sorry for not taking care of u.Now,i am in the middle tons of work. So many things i have to finish and complete before the due time. I feel so burden.:(
Just hope u will do all the work u have to do too. Hopefully, Akus can help u while i am busy right now. After i completed all works, i promise all the thing will come back to their place.

From,

JiRa

p/s3: konon2 nak jual mahal sebb merajuk..tapi tak boleh a.makin tak jadik keja ade ah..

p/s4: PSM, IS, nak kena settle.paling horror, IS.satu hape pn takde dalam otak.PSM berdebar takut tak lepas nak present..Good Luck, All!!

so, yesterday...

yobo,

thanx for coming here.

this is why i never regret to love u.

hahha.

u're so handsome!!!!

I got a mental and emotion distracted yesterday..seriously!cant do anything.even though i got a tons of work to do. I just sit and stare on my on laptop if there are any  update about them.

just before i sleep last night, my friend called and telling me that she was there..she told me about the whole concert. from the beginning to the end. so lucky of her.then she promised me to send all the vids and pics via mail.

THANX SHAMAT!!!

walwpn aku akan mati sebab jeles dan dengki, tapi takpe..sekurang2nya aku ada gambar Eun Hyuk time dia kat Malaysia.

yobo, sorry for not coming yesterday.i know u dissappointed!haha.

k lah, harini mental and emosi da stabil.so boleh a buat PSM and BSM.

boleh la aku teruskan hidup.huh?tak pasal.

chowz~~~

MoralOfTheStory: dont let ur ego conquer ur mind!think wisely before u regret!

System Of Down.

 

21 GUNS: GREENDAY

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

seriously, i feel bad for myself.for being down like this.why, why, why..i must feel all this.

why, the reality is so bitter.i just cant stand anymore.

AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

down, down, down

speechless.my heart ache as much as i like him.

i wiil work hard to let it go.

the feeling and the person. 

Stand by U.

Since the day you left me without even saying "goodbye"
I felt the scenery and scent of this town change
  The promise I made with you because I wanted to be everything you desired
It will turn into a memory without being carried out.

  If I rushed to see you when you were crying along
Would you still be by my side now?
  If I was given a chance,
I would want to say again, "I love you so much"
But my feelings for you and the overflowing words won't reach you now.

  I wonder where you are, who you're with
What kind of clothes you're wearing
And what you're doing that makes you smile
I'm here and still am believing that the two of us can meet again
  I'm thinking about you, and it won't change
I'm thinking about just you

  When I saw someone with the same kind of hair tied back from behind
 Repeatedly I mistook them for you before they turned around
Everytime when I got a call
I was expecting your name on my phone

  I'm spending everyday doing nothing but embarrassing myself
"I can't forget" was a lie
The truth is that I just don't want to forget
If bluffing is the real me, then I don't want myself like this anymore
I don't feel happy without you again
No matter how hard I tried
Tears are falling down, and it won't stop anytime soon

I wonder where you are, who you're with
What kind of clothes you're wearing
And what you're doing that makes you smile
I'm here and still am believing that the two of us can meet again
Oh...
I'm thinking about you, and it won't change
Oh...
I'm thinking about only you

So here I am now
I'm alone, calling your name again
I can no longer embrace this heart-rending feeling anymore
But that's all I have left to do

The bright time when you were still around
That time will never come back again, but
Nt happens, no matter what I lose
I never want to forget the memory of loving you
No matter where you are, who you're with
What kind of dreams you're having, orwhat you're doing that makes you smile
I've always been here, and I still am
Believing that I can see you someday
Oh...
I'm thinking about you and it won't change
Oh...
I'm thinking about only you
Oh...
I'm thinking about you and it won't change
Oh...
I'm thinking aboout only you 

p/s: huh.how come the lyrics so relate with what i am feeling now.(deep sigh)

Without You

Listen girl, what I've done to you, that was my mistake girl
I can't live without you, yeah, please come back

I love you, baby
I miss you, baby
My life is incomplete
Without you, girl

This song always makes me think of you
Even though I can't sing it to you now
It's been a long time since I last felt your touch
And now I miss you

The tears I cry every night, oh baby girl
I think of you every minute, every day
Please, come back to me once again

Without you, I really miss you
Without you, please forgive me
Without you, you're the only one I love
Can't live without you

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, please come back
Oh, oh, oh, oh, I want you to comeback girl
Without you, girl

Every moment with you, I never though you'd leave
I'm hurting because of you, I want you baby girl
Without you I'm lost, boo, I miss you, I miss you
Forget everything and come, come back to me

The tears I cry every night, oh baby girl
I think of you every minute, every day
Please, come back to me once again

Without you, I really miss you
Without you, please forgive me
Without you, you're the only one I love
Can't live without you

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, please come back
Oh, oh, oh, oh, I want you to comeback girl
Without you, girl

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Now I know, you're my everything
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I really miss you, come back to me again

Without you, I really miss you
Without you, please forgive me
Without you, you're the only one I love
Can't live without you

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, please come back
Oh, oh, oh, oh, I want you to comeback girl
Without you, girl

p/s: gloomy gloomy day..

The Real One!

1stly, thanx to Intan Shydah Ana and On for coming to my room last night. Just to sing a song for me.sian korang datang jauh.on sanggup buang masa tdur dia.al maklumlah baby.mana boleh tdo lambat.haha

a birthday song! I like.Love u, babe!

rumies.

to my room-mates yang khusyuk tengok cita sampai terlajak 40mins(mas yang kira), takpa2.i redha.hehe.anyway, thanx for the wish. Love both of u!!

not to forget, all my friends that have wished me from the morning till now.i really glad and happy!

hmm, tapi specially thanks goes to my BF for coming all the way with a big birthday present. ke ke ke.

i really appreciate.i have intended to buy when it came out a few months ago, but for some reasons i am not buying.

but i GOT it last night!now i can listen the original one, okay!!

really2 excited. the most valuable present i ever got for my birthday!thanx, dear!!

want to know, what it is?

here we go!

outside.

inside.

 

the final 

.

.

.

TAAADDDA!!!

its GD, the first solo album!

 

what i got.

I GOT A REAL GD LAST NIGHT!!!!!

i totally excited sampai bawk tdo!thats mean i was slept with him last night!!!ah, patut la susah nak bangun pagi tadi.tp JiYoung yang bg semangat suruh pg kelas Geotech!!haha.

excited gila, weh!!!!

oh, pada manusia2 yang berkata,

"eleh, album 6 bulan lepas pn nak kecoh ke??"

meh aku nak jawab, 

KORANG ADA KE??haha(nada riak)

tetiba kumpul CD ni cam best je.

now, i have 2CDs.rasa seronok tengok gambar real.bukan yang save as dalam laptop tu.haha

and i know, where to get the cds with a best prize.

thats what we call  a HEAVEN!

p/s: am i bragging???Yes!!so what?

 

thursday.

for some big reasons, i feel so bad today!really..
i felt like crying. for something that completely no connection to me.
just because i like him.but surely not love.i am dying of jealousy.

yesterday night, when i saw him walking with the person that i really annoyed.
i told myself to be positive.always positive.
i keep on my mind,that they dont have any relationship.not more than a friends.really2 hope for that.

wooosh wooosh~~

argh!!
marah ke aku?ntah la.completely down.
wahaha.lagi down dr tak dapat jumpa K.A.seriously.aku tak paham la.kenapa mesti nak komen yang macam bangang je kat fb..
contoh2:

ya...but not enough thin...do you know more thin can make you more handsome+cute and even more like korean stlye o...haha...

ya lah!!!
more thin more handsome!!
like korean boy !!

 

ape da takde keje?cam taik lah!cam bangang je.rupa2nya orang yang bajet innocent ni la yang cam cibai je.konon muka baek, lemah lembut.tapi hampeh a.benci benci.

tapi yang buat i jadik positive balek bila sume komen tu before CNY.so sekarang MUNGKIN cerita da lain.aku tak tahu lah.

down, down, down..=(

aku rasa aku kena stop tules, sebab bila marah sume pn nak keluar.cam laju je tangan aku mencarut.

astaghfirullahal azim..

Hate

 specially dedicated to aku's

I'm fully devoured by hate,
My mind has been brought to stagnation, It's my inconceivable fate
To get slightly less estimation
Than sluts in a changeable guise
Or fools wasting time on careers.
Well, who is the one to despise:
A poet or one of those peers?
They fear the joys of today,
They fear the freedom addiction,
And I have no words left to say
When called a damn tough contradiction.




credit:April

heartbeat.

tajuk, entry takde kne mengena ngan gambar

waahaha.dah lama tak rasa camni.tetiba datang mood nak jatuh cinta lak kan?haha.gila geli ayat.tahap takleh blah punya.aku sendiri pn macam geli.haha.tak sure aku suka ke just suka tengok.hmm..and dalam masa setahun ni, dia a 1st malay guy aku ter'attract!

seriously!!berdebar ouh.double serious die takda la hensem sangat.dr taste aku tu, memang takde ciri2.tapi aku suka tgk dia.padahal bukan selalu pn tgk.ade la 4 kali kowt baru jumpa.owh, 5 kali a masuk dia tegur kat cafe...mula2 takde feeling pn, tapi lama2 dah sembang2 ngan dia, baru rasa cam best je dia ni.actually, 1st bukan dia yang aku tgk, tapi orang laen.tapi org laen tuh, cam tah pape je..and kebetulan dia termenonjolkan diri dia.haha.
aku tak tahu apa reason yang buat aku tertarik kat dia, tapi tu lah..aku selalu suka orang without a specific reason.i just like him because i like.full stop!tapi, secara seriousnya..dalam masa 2 tahun ni..ni 1st time aku serious suka orang yang nyata.bukan angan2.
kalw selalu aku suka someone yang percent nak dapat tu 0.01% tapi kali ni ade a 2% kowt.sebb kitorang da kenal, sama bahasa.both banyak cakap.haha.dia nampak cam bijak and not bad lah.kira ok la mata aku nak tengok dia..

ah, tapi pasni peluang nak jumpa tu tahap minus percent lah.dah la blaja jauh, kolej pn jauh..no good reason for both of us to coincidently meet.huhu.
agak sedih lah.:(

tapi my bestfriend kata, i will have a feeling into him for just a few days, then i will back to norm.tak tahulah kan.i am hoping so..
so, i am just be here like always.not make any move even i have found the link to connect to him.i just feel not so right when i am the one who start the step.

then, the best thing i can do is just wait and see.:)
everything will come back to norm.

till then, daaa~

p/s: really not me..

:(

Farah yang bijaksana telah terdelete entry..
wargh!!
penat okeyh aku mengarang cerita malam semalam.tu ah, gelojoh tak tentu pasal.kan dah terdelete.bangang a.tp xpe ah.
tapi actually i feel so regret!!

tapi, naseb baek ade back up.[sini]
bai, lu jgn terdelete lak,k.

sedih.versi ibunda dah terdelete.
dah la entry hot, sebb komen >10.haha

knape Malaysia panas skang.sampai 38 darjah celsius.wahh!!
kena cuci rambut, tukar baju.
bila panas ni, hati berat ke malas nak pg kelas ok..huhu.

dah la,
nak pg library.jap lagi ah..bukan sekarang.

sekarang nak pg mandi.chow~bebeh!!

goreng pisang panas!auch!!!

main cast:

BOF without kimbum.(bz buat tembikar kowt)

pakcik jual bubur dalam BOF.

right now.

my heart is beating so faster like hell.

i never been in this situasion before..to be more specific, in my life.

even, with my bf(ex).seriously!

for the 1st time u're looking at me.and i dont know what u're thinking.

i dont mind others.

but its U.

just last night, i've decided by my own..

to stop watching u.to stop beng hurting when u talk with other girl.

to stop thinking about u.

but just now,

my heart melt again

again and again.

auch!

xjadik la nak stop.da dapat hint xpayah stop.

speechless!!

tapikan nak tanya la kan,

how can u see the world with that really2 small eyes?

pity u.

tak macm kawn u tu, bukan maen besar lagi..

hmm, ur voice is so soft.xmacho langsung.sedap!

but, i like!

p/s:pity me too.everytime u're looking at me..i am always wearing "makcik" punya baju.

but when i wear a nice cloth, tak jumpa lak.ish..spoil.

which one?

 

which one is having a better resemblance?

pink or white one??

i like!!both!!