Hesh to the Ey to the Anne episode 4

Sometimes I wish I could just fast-forward through time to see if in the end it is all worth it

Hesh to the Ey to the Anne episode 3

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

My Journey for Today

730 AM

ok, aku tak segembira tu lah kan. aku tido pukul 5 pastu kena kejut sebab nak pegi breakfast je konon2nya.

815 AM

and I had this for breakfast. my all time favourite food for breakfast.

 930 AM -12.00 PM

went to 3 different show house. I love all three but the first one caught my eyes. its really big and the design is a bit different than other house. plus the interior are so elegance yet simple. ahhh, of course I was not surveying for myself.  or maybe for future. who knows right?

its the most tiring part, but I still love it.

1230PM

we had pizza for lunch. both my aunty and uncle was craving for spaghetti there. I tried the new pizza, and it quite good.

200PM

went to Jom Masuk U Carnival. Just surveyed for my cousin. but most of them are from Singapore University plus so much college. we got nothing there, but fortunately got so many lenchai there, so boleh cuci mata. haha. ok fine, lenchai bawah umur. I know that. but still, keindahan ciptaan Allah tak wajar di persia-siakan. ada jugak lenchai melayu. :))

 430 PM- 600PM

 we decided to watch Seefood since my cousin was whining so much on how she really want to watch that movie. but the only available show was at 745PM. -_- so we kill time by playing at the archade. I am not sure how much I spent there. for the first time I playing pool. LOLed so much and not to forget, we karaoke like world will end tomorrow. too many songs and now, I am having a sore throat.

745PM- 930 PM

Seefood.

I rate 3.5 out of 5. Its a good start for Malaysian Film Industry to move on to the next level. It can be better than this in the future. I enjoyed it anyway.

1000PM

I had bihun tomyam just now for dinner. Its super delicious. yummy.

1130PM -1155 PM

here I am, here I am.

bayangkan lah, camne aku dressed up yang konon2nya nak pegi breakfast JE tadi tu kan. damn my life!


good night, world!

Hesh to the Ey to the Anne episode 2

ye. lepas berfikir masalah ni sedalam-dalamnya. antara patut dan tak patut, aku rasa aku bukan suka dia pun. dia macam feel best kawan kowt. tak mungkin aku boleh start suka orang dalam masa seminggu je. kan kan kan? sila la sokong.





ok, sekarang dah tak sure pulak

k bye.

Hesh to the Ey to the Anne

 confuse gila.

out of sudden, why he treats me so nicely. He being too concern and it make me feel good, of course. but the thing is, its kinda inappropriate for him to act like that since he already got a girlfriend. I know, he probably just be good to me as a co-worker but I dont know. one of my friend (read: LeBai) told me he might be just wanna flirt just because his girlfriend is too far away.

 I am not hoping for anything, either him to like me back or anything. seriously. I appreciate friendship more than anythinga. Luckily(?) he will go to further his study soon and next week will be his final week. I dont know what should I feel. its sad, or really sad. heh

IF he really felt the same way as me, I am looking forward to see his next step after he leave me next two weeks. If there is nothing happen, then I will assume that he just be nice. not more than that. but if it is other wise, I have to make up another entry lah kan... ngeeee XD



ok lah. wanna off to my dreamland.


p/s: tahu ni entry perasan. haha

It just a part of life.

Kadangkala kita kena melepaskan manusia yang hadir dalam hidup kita. Semua manusia yang hadir dalam hidup kita memang memberikan makna yang berbeza, tetapi kita harus tahu bukan setiap daripada mereka akan kekal sehingga ke penghujungnya. -Terfaktab


aku suka quote ni. simple tapi memberikan makna yang besar.
kadang-kadang benda yang kita suka tu lah yang paling tak patut kita buat. so, for now I should enjoy it, and not hoping for anything. the term of friendship is more meaningful indeed. so just go with the flow.


its only two weeks from now, and I will not see him anymore. just go with flow. hope I can stick with my innocent mind.


even tough, I feel good.