matahari

dekat lab computer kat library.blaja IS=Information System
kat atas ade yakuza dan perempuan2 simpanan.
bajet hot and seksi la konon.baju pakai tak reti nak tukar.
menyampah!

dah bosan a tengok.
tapi kenapa hati sakit?
:(

Falling Slowly

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

sila dengar lagu ni.best.

one minute one second

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

You said you were having a bad hair day
You said your eyes were puffy, and fell back asleep
Sulking, I silently took off my jacket,
Picked up the phone and ordered take out
Closed the curtain, and without knowing how many hours passed
Watching DVD’s
(Just you and me)
The sound of your breath as you leaned against my shoulder
I thought that it was a good thing we didn’t go out

Ridiculously these thoughts still torment me
I unexpectedly remember the jokes that you made and I fall apart
Moments that are really no big deal upset me
I suddenly remember the faces that you used to make and I break apart

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
(Even if time stops, my heart stops)
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

No matter where you went, at the bar right at the corner
When you sat in your little corner
You laid your hands on top of each other on your left leg
When you were tired and yawned, you kept the tears you wiped away
And you would smile like an idiot, showing the dimples in your two cheeks
Whenever you drank water
The pinky that you raised
The glossy black hair that could blind
I thought your clumsy chopstick skills were charming
Your full lips, I hoped it would be forever

This is lov to the e
This autobiographical memory twists my heart
Flips me upside down, with never ending tears
See love could shake a hurricane
The raindrops that blow against my feelings, one drop
The little memories
Like how this glass of alcohol becomes empty, our small memories became transparent
Even though I try to bring it back
The memories of us I can never make it again
Like yesterday night’s dream it’s so clear, but it’s gone
(damn)

I can’t let go
I see you no matter where I look
(My crumbling heart)
I can’t hide
Baby for one minute, one second
(Even if time stops, my heart stops)
I can’t let go
I hear your voice no matter where I go
(My broken heart)
I can’t breathe
Baby for one minute, one second
Even for one moment, one minute, one second

Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
Even for one moment, (for one minute, one second)
I can’t let go

I can’t let go
(The whisper that takes my breath away)
For one moment
(Our sweet secrets)
For us who is as sad as our love was beautiful
(Can my tears still remember you?)

I can’t let go
(Our quirks and habits)
For one moment
(The beautiful moments)
Still for one moment
For one minute, one second

We can’t go back
(For one minute, one second)



p/s: my friend suggested this song to me.i loike!!:)

Rihanna - Russian Roulette

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
That I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost

As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late too pick up the value of my life

taken from here

p/s: aku tau bising.tapi suka hati aku lah

i am not so give up actually.

still have a little hope in my heart.

woot woot~~

nak give up tu senang.tapi nak lupakan yang kita pernah ade perasaan kat someone sangat susah kan?
lagi2 bila die ade kat sekelilng kita.die dan kekasih.
sedih.
tapi aku tau, masa akan mengubah segalanya.
just wait, Farah.

biar yang datang tu hensem nak mati,
tapi hati tetap tak sama.

masa, cepat berlalu.
let me cured.

Dimana, kan ku cari ganti..

give up!
completely and seriously.
just let him be happy with her.
:)


just let me stand by u,
but from far away.
i promise!




p/s:tapi i bg masa kat u sampai awal sem depan nk gedik2.hehe

hehe

amacam?nampak bosan tak aku?
sebab memang bosan dan tak nak study.next paper hari selase.
tapi die punya susah, tahap kena belajar konon2 esok paper tu.
tapi tak mungkin la esok, sebb esok sabtu.

ye, aku betul2 bosan.
nak tulis ape pn tak tau.


oh lupa,td jumpa KA.
makin gedik nampaknya.bagusla.asal dia sihat walafiat

p/s:paper geotech susah nak mampos!
p/s2: ngantuk gila!tapi tak nak tdo.

Oppaneun Saranghae.

our location for tonite.

too close but too far at the same time.

i just can take a glance at u.

the most heartbroken things.

i saw with my own eyes.

u and her.

of course i cant control my heart,

from being jealous?

should i?

but, fortunately..

 cik adek n my 'new' fren

was there.

it take a time for me..

to let go the feeling.

sorry.

p/s:nama je ketua yakuza.tapi dalam hati ade taman.taman bunga lagi.CEH!

Leader.

its 6 month now.

but we are nothing.

:)

PSM I presentation

good luck, everybody!!
just do our best.

edit:

wahahaha.da lepas.lega gila kowt.

so dah boleh concentrate on final.

Library,here i come!

cheezy wedges

7/4/2010

Library

C17

we are only separated by 2 carrel,

not even 3 meters

 how come,

i felt so far from u.

:(

 why i dont have a courage,

to smile,

to say hi..

even to look at u.

pity me.

now,heartache.

so much.

Currently

 

DILEMA CINTA: UNGU

seberapa salahkah diriku
hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku
inikah cara membalas
aku yang slalu ada saat kau terluka

seberapa hinanya diriku
hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu
tak ada satupun perasaan
yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
begitu terlalu indah perasaan itu
tak mudah untukku jauh darimu

telah kucoba segala cara
tuk bahagiakan kamu merebut hatimu
namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
bila kau tak inginkan ku tuk disisimu

tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

 

 

 

 

p/s: best!

pesanan

wahaha.:)


nak balek umah.tapi masa entry ni publish aku da atas bas kowt.tgk keindahan alam semulajadi ciptaan Allah.
kepada yang tak balek, jangan jeles.buat keja rajen2 ok. kalau buat IS, buat kan dua copy.haha.
nnt balek cni aku buat cover page.thanx in advance.
tak tahu nape, tapi kali ni die punya excited nak balek tu laen macam sikit.rasa berdebar2..
rindu gila ah kat family.mcm da setahun tak balek.padahal baru sebulan lebih.da xde makanan berkhasiat da kat dalam badan ni.so balek ni nak regain energy for the final.
busy gila minggu ni.rasa 24 jam tu tak cukup.and masa lak skang da pandai gerak laju2..cepat je.tension betul.
skang tinggal test Mandarin and hydro.,
assignment lak, geo, hydro, SA ,IS..(oh, byk lagi ah)

2weeks++ da final.jom score ramai2.jia yu!!

k lah, gtg.
bye..see u next monday!

take care everyone!

p/s: knape dulu xhensem langsung, taoi skang da hensem gila.da gila bayang pulak skang ni.da a romantik gila....!