Dilemma

I have been called by this one company for an interview for forth times. I am so interested in their job simply because I will not deal with authorities. lulz. That one point, and other point is I will be working in airport! Airport yo!!! I always keep imagining myself working at the airport. My final year report was about refurbishment and maintenance of old buildings, its so related. and another plus the job location is SUPER NEAR to my hometown. I can even stay at my home with my mom and ulang alik everyday! like only half and hour okay.

Nowadays, my working load has reached my line limit. my eyes got sore this few month. Focusing too much to the computer since I have to check all the details thoroughly. grrrr~ plus entertaining the client who act like bull shit is so pressuring me. I cant take it at all anymore. seriously.

However, in this work load, I feel so guilty to leave all this to my co-worker which only start her job last four month. I had face the hardship before, and I know how the struggling phase I went through. I do not want to go with a bad term with my boss since he thought me so many things.

so dillema.
bai singh, drop some advise please. mwahahaha

Hancur Hati ini.

My life has been so busy lately. Especially its already one year and half I have worked here. yeah, my current office. I dont know, until when I will stay here. hmm. should find other opportunities.

Actually its not about work I wanna talk here. Its my obsession.

As everyone (everyone la sangat, padahal Lebai je tahu) I was so into kpop scene. Especially during my university year. I have started do collection on official/unofficial merchandise during that year. its about three year in my studies year. So, can you imagine how much I have spent on that time. Money and for sure TIME. That time I will be considered to have a quality time when I can watch variety shows, downloading K-drama and so on. And can you imagine how much time I have spent to collect all those songs, music videos and many more? I cant call it wasted time as I was so in love to kpop. Actually, now I still one of the kpop fans, but my work loads have prevented me to do what I love as before.

However no matter how busy am I, I still trying my best to not miss any Running Man episodes. At least I still watch which in trend. takde la terlalu tertinggal kan.

Tapi, satu hari yang nyaman, I realized I have lost all my kpop folder which include album, and music videos that I have downloaded in three years time. can you imagine, how much regret I have in my mind now? lulz. so upsetting. at this time I am so grateful that I have a tonne of work so that I can  forget this matter. ugh.

Now I am depending on Lebai's kindness and good hearted to donate me some of the videos and song album especially!lol

notahujungkaki:bai, lu nampak tak wa remind you on public ni. hahaha

7 #Wordless Wednesday

Kehilangan

Its already been two years since you go.
but the memories is still fresh in my mind.
we do not do many things together, but you are the most precious.

People come and go.
You go, and I am grieving by myself.
No one to share, and no one to understand.
I miss you, Awak. So much.

Alfatihah.
Mohd Izzat Badry Bin Badarudin.
May Allah bless you always.

My Dream is Varnished. lulz

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well, nampak tak macam mana musnahnya dream aku nak jumpa GD? Harga Tix je dah jadi main factor. Okbye! merajuk dua tahun. I iz sad.

Cinta ♥

kiri

kanan.

pernah dengar cinta bertaut kembali? ngeh ngeh ngeh.

I forgave u babeh!

Sebenarnya Saya Isteri Dia

Kita by Forteen.

Sejak-sejak duduk rumah sewa ni. adalah sangat limited favorite cerita yang aku tengok. kalw dulu kat rumah makcik, ada astro beyond. so mostly aku tengok korean channel la. kikiki. kata kpop. *whatever

jarang aku nak tengok tv3 ni sebab macam semua sedia maklum la, macam-macam lagu bermotifkan politik. i so boring. terpaksala pegi tengok channel Singapore. feeling- feeling Singaporean kan. even berita pun tengok Singapore punya berita. at least kita boleh tahu apa pandangan negara lain terhadap negara kita. membuat kan kita sedar diri dan tidak berada di dalam confort zone je.

tapi sejak-sejak ada  cerita Sebenarnya Saya Isteri Dia pukul 9.00 malam kat tv3 ni, aku tersangkut nak tengok. sangat best dan yang paling penting tak cliche jalan ceritanya. sangat berbeza. and sangat sweet dan comel dan awesome la. walawpun terpaksa melayan 2 3 iklan yang bapak lama, tapi apakan daya, dah tersangkut kan. layan kan aje la.

actually sebenarnya nak letak lagu tu kat blog je. dari kumpulan Forteen yang orang cakap macam ala ala kumpulan Kpop 2AM tu. -_-" konsep tu mungkin ada tapi both group is different. both pun aku suka ok. anyway lagu-lagu Forteen semuanya best. under KRU kata. hahaha.

sudah-sudah, layan.  jom sambung buat keja. bye!

Learning Process

Well, Hello guys!

Such a long time no updating. As usual, my work is piling up. Sometimes cant even cope with the timeline. Its not like you are not good, but we as a human being still need some time to spare. to let your happy mood conquer than all works can be done properly.

I have being in this field (c&s consultant) for a year and plus plus. I have met so many people. Architect, Planner, M&E Engineer and so on. most of them are good and tolerable. however we cant expect all people would be nice towards us. we being nice and tolerable and some people taking advantages over that.

I tend to be tolerate as much as i can. I am not tattletale people. i do my best and at the one point when people keep making me hard, i HAVE to tell my boss. from then he will try to settle it.

My boss is a good listener. he will not judging people with what other people says. he usually listen and monitor us based on our personalities. if you can work with many people then you are a good worker. good worker here doesn't mean, you keep doing a good work. but in term how you deal yourself in a team. if you doing your best on your own while your team mates are suffer mean you are not good enough. that is one point i like about him. nice. well, not all personalities we had is good.  we think we are good enough, but actually we lack so many things.

This 1 year I have been worked, I have dealt with many people. then this one of consultant in my current project was shouting at me. its not like i know nothing, it just for a confirmation. i never let my tears easily drop even though my boss get mad at me. but this one consultant keep making me hard. and finally my tears drop. congrats to her for letting my ego crushed. from then, i never call her. i studied by my self. keep telling my self to do my best in this project. let her eat her own word later.

my boss 'pujuk' me by telling me this

In this field, you will meet many kind of personalities. that's what we call learning process. keep humble and prove that we can do the best rather being snobbish. we do not know what we will be in the future. being soft doesn't mean people can eat us. Keep humble and tolerable.

As what my boss had said keep being humble. that's the right way to teach them a lesson. its not like we being soft, we let them eat and look down towards us. respect other people opinion and problem. don't ever condemn what they have in mind. we cant expect people to keep listening and being silence. nothing will be done if all parties making hard way to each other. being tolerable. being tolerable. when you make people work become easier, in the future people will help us. life is like a wheel. one part we will at the above. and anytime soon we can be at the bottom. we don't know what we will be in the future. we cant expect people will stay in their position forever. we don't know what opportunity or unfortunate situation we will have. sooner or later, people which is always make us hard will desperately ask for our help. maybe.

all things has been arranged by Allah. He knows the best. what for us, and for community too. sometimes, He only let us being happy without any major problem just because He is testing us. Either we being grateful or forgetting Him. All this happen for a reason. As for my reason, its a process of learning. learning to be better.

InShaaAllah.

notahujungkaki:is this post look emotional? lol