JiRa

Thats what we call life.

2012-02-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Yeah. had been working for a month and half. I had learnt so many things. a good and bad too. today in the office we got some a tension mode where everyone was so silence. Its fortunate for me since I dont have much work. Both my boss and senior engineer were gone to meeting. so there were only a few peoples in the office. 3 seniors and 4 new ones.

everything were okay at first until we were preparing for tender document where one of my office mate had made some mistake. I guess its not a big deal, but one of the senior was so freaking out. she screamed to us( juniors) like we never done anything at the office. seriously, its not a big deal but I dont know why she became that mad.

I am the very new one there, so its only me to face her. since I dont want the situation become worse, so I hold myself from talking back to her just like I always do. yeah, silent is the best solution. I let her anger out. yeah, I felt like crying to be shouted for a mistake that I dont even do. feels so stupid. and I am still okay with her. i dont want, because of that things we may have a problems later I hold what I feel inside. I have to work there for 2 years atleast. so I have to cope with everyone habits and personality. I am trying to be profesional as much as I can.

enough with that.

because of that matter, 3 office-mate have expressed their dissatisfaction towards this one senior. all of them said a same things. its all about how this senior cant even tolerate with others. even the seniors cant even into her.shes not a boss, but why we have to obey everything she told us. i felt so offended when she said, its not that hard to design a structure. the building already done, so the engineer just have to design based on that. she was talking about that with me, she just dont understand why we, engineer need 2-3 month just to complete both infra and structure design. now I know why architect and engineer cant have a conversation about works, its all contra. seriously.

luckily she was gone to meeting this evening. all 4 new workers (including me) expressed our dissatisfaction. well, when younger generations talk, its full with cursing. especially 3 of them are men and I am the only girl there. for sure I acted like innocent. just listened to them and laugh. so hypocrite right. LOL I was not act like I usually do. So not me!

well, its only a month and half we already got this kind of problem. I dont know how would it be for the next 3 4 months. hope everything will go well.

( ofc, my office isnt this big and grand.lol)

wish me luck, people!

mengular.

2012-02-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

Tadi pagi, Han dan aku pergi JPS dekat Nusajaya. Journey yang mengambil masa 20minit tu lagi lama dari meeting yang kitorang attend tu. meeting tak sampai 10minit. huh. pegi 9 lebih, pukul 10 lebih dah setel. dah keluar dari bangunan tempat meeting tu pun. di sebabkan both of us ni the very fresh civil engineer, kitorang pun berpakat nak mengular. lepak kat cafe, pung pang pung pang... mengumpat 16 bakul. peh, heaven gila. mengular punya lama. yang kalw aku buat satu design kat esteem dah siap satu floor. haha. memang lama gila lepak tengok orang-orang yang kerja kat situ yang mengular jugak la kerjanya.

tapi at least segala beban dalam kepala otak aku ni dah lepas la semua. memang terasa gila macam ada satu batu yang terangkat dari kepala aku. lega sangat. terus hilang rasa stress, boring nak kerja. kira balik office pukul 3 petang tadi, aku dah fresh lah. yelah, selama ni pendam je apa aku rasa. 2 bulan kowt, pendam. so tadi, Han kata cakap je. so, jadi la sesi luahan hati. aku tak risaw sangat since dia lelaki. so, kebarangkalian nak menyampai tu kurang. lagipun kitorang mengumpat orang yang sama. jangan tak tahu, orang lelaki punya level mengumpat lagi hebat.haha.

then, kitorang gerak pegi McD. makan McD dengan orang hensem woi. haha. aku admit dia handsome ni. haha. pung pang pung pang, mengumpat sesi kedua. tapi ni banyak lebih pasal kitorang la. family, sekolah. camtu la. banyak gila aku cakap. dah lama tak cakap banyak wei sejak sejak keja ni. asyik stress je. muka pun ketat. haish. satu tak banyak cakap memang sebab aku stress banyak benda tak tahu. sebab kedua pulak, gila apa baru sebulan keja nak banyak cakap kan. slow slow lah. nak mix around kena la tengok juga range orang camne kan. takkan nak main hentam je. since range kali ni educated and agak berusia, so lain la cara nak approach. kat office tu yang muda cuma 4 orang. aku , Han, Zam ngan Iz. boleh la lawak lawak moden ni. aku tak buat lawak pun. just tumpang gelak.

ok. sekarang ni aku tak tahu camne nak endingkan entry ni. macam diary je. haha. a few things that I do today---hah, camtu lah konon-kononnya kalaw dalam diary. so, kalw habes camni je, oklah kan? kalau tak ok pun. do I care? haha

picture is the best to describe thing!

2012-02-10T21:04:00.001+08:00

i guess nothing should say or write here.

just let the picture talk.lol

the process in between to have my name there already passed. no need to tell lah kan. and of course to LeBai to give me a support. she knew what happened on that day. HAX

FRENEMY IS THE BEST!

and I know my English is messy

kesimpulan

2012-01-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

... tengah meredah jam yang macam haram on the way balek keja tadi, boleh lah kiranya aku simpulkan sesuatu yang selalu berlegar-legar(ceh) dalam kepala otak aku selama ni

"kenapa lah semua lelaki chinese semuanya hensem-hensem. lenchai-lenchai je"

apa yang aku boleh pikir tadi siang,

" sebab mestilah aku tengok yang hensem dan lenchai-lenchai je. apa jadahnya aku nak usha yang tak hensem kan. sama lah theory ni boleh jugak guna kat malay. lagi-lagi bila kat jam. keindahan ciptaan Allah tu kita kena hargai. hahaha"

ok. entry takde motif.

lagi satu,

kenapa kalw chinese couple berpayung-payung tak nampak annoying and nampak sweet je? kalw malay punya couple, rasa nak hempuk je.

kenapa eh?

maruah

2012-01-15T10:24:00.000+08:00

--kadang-kadang aku rasa malu jadi sebahagian kaum perempuan, just because some people dont put their dignity higher than they should be. Well, kau dah tahu lelaki tu dah ada dua orang anak, but kau tetap membiang. whats that for. dah la peluk-peluk openly. looks like sengaja nak bagi orang nampak. WTH. bencinya. sebab tak boleh cakap straight to her face, thats why I write here. pray hard so I am not gonna be like that later in my life. seriously--

Karenah.

2012-01-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

Phew. dah masuk 5 hari aku keja kat ECharis tu. tolak sabtu ahad, tolak lagi rabu lepas, aku dah separuh mati akibat keracunan makanan. tak seronok langsung ulang alik pegi toilet 3 minit sekali. muntah segala gala yang aku makan. peh, sakit betul sampai memang membuta satu hari aku mc tu. for now, semua under control. belum tension tahap migrain lagi lah. in the future pun camtu jugak. mintak mintak, Allah terangkan hati aku supaya senang nak terima tunjuk ajar senior.kekeke.

habes dah tentang kerja aku.

kerja belum men'tension'kan aku, tapi masalah lain pulak.

kadang-kadang bila tengok keadaan sekeliling kita, aku jadi takut dengan masa depan. takut nak kahwen sebab berlambak-lambak kat paper ada husband jual wife dia. ada suami before kawen, hamboi bukan main romantik. bila dah kawen kaki pukul pulak. haish. takutkan? keadaan persekitaran ni memainkan peranan yang penting betul lebih-lebih lagi bila nak buat keputusan. tapi kadang-kadang bila terlalu banyak berfikir, semua pun tak boleh. semua pun tak kena pada pandangan kita. bagi jodoh ni, aku cuma berharap bakal suami aku tu seorang yang beriman, mampu membimbing aku dan anak-anak kami kejalan Islam dan lurus. rajin berkerja dan TIDAK panas baran. dalam erti kata lain, penyabar.

habis soal jodoh. soal lain pulak, aku tengok orang bila dah tua makin banyak karenahnya. semua tak kena. kalw boleh apa kehendak mesti di tunaikan dalam waktu terdekat. tak boleh tangguh-tangguh. ni dari apa yang terdapat kat sekitar aku lah. tu okay lagi lah, boleh di layankan lagi. tapi bila part melaga-lagakan anak sendiri tu memang tak boleh blah. kenapa lah, ada mak yang sanggup membuatkan anak-anak dia sendiri saling salah faham. bermasam muka. keadaan jadi lebih buruk lagi bila anak-anak tak balik jenguk dia. mengungkit pulak. ada juga mak yang sanggup menyumpah anak cucu dengan benda-benda yang tak elok. melaknat anak sendiri agar di timpa musibah. just sebab tak mampu nak tunaikan permintaan dia, mungkin ujian Allah ke atas anak-anaknya. tapi kenapa lah, sebagai seorang ibu boleh bersifat macam tu. kesian kat anak-anak dan cucu-cucu dia.

ada pulak, makcik yang baru je kematian suami. masa suami meninggal, pehhh dia punya shahdu sampai peluk kubur suami tak nak balik. tapi tak sampai 2 tahun, dah kawin lain. yelah, jodoh tu Allah yang tentukan. kalw cara elok takpe jugak. ni kena tangkap basah. dengan suami jiran sebelah pulak tu. masa nak kawen tu macam ribut. yelah, anak-anak dia sure lah tak sanggup tapi masa tu bukan main riak lagi cakap bukan susahkan anak-anak pun. masa mula-mula kawen, semua pun manis. belikan tu, belikan ni. masuk bulan kelima...dah pindah balik rumah anak-anak. lebih membengangkan bawak pulak suami tu kat rumah anak-anak. anak-anak pun jaga hati. taknak kecikkan hati mak, padahal dalam hati masing-masing nangis. sedih. mak yang buat hal. anak-anak yang jadik mangsa hinaan orang kampung.

bila aku tengok benda-benda ni jadi kat sekeliling aku, aku doa banyak-banyak yang aku tak nak jadi macam tu. kalw di takdirkan aku sakit. biar lah kejap je. tak nak susahkan anak-anak. yelah, sebulan dua mungkin tahan lagi. tapi kalw dah bertahun-tahun, anak-anak pun jadi tak ikhlas. masa dia dah habes jaga aku pulak. biarlah dorang happy dengan keluarga masing-masing. biarlah aku jadi nenek, ibu, yang boleh bertolak ansur, boleh pikir rasional. nenek dan ibu yang menggembirakan semua keturunan aku. pehhh, tak boleh blah seyh. hahaha

peh, serious betul aku kali ni. macam tak sangka pulak aku dah masuk 24 tahun. rasa baru semalam aku enjoy kat sekolah. main-main kat U. jadi stalker sana sini. dah masuk zaman wanita dah. tapi bila nak mature aku pun tak tahu. hihihi.

dah lah, nak tengok tv. pastu tido la apa lagi. Highway Pasir Gudang jam woih pagi pagi. kena bangun awal. hope kedai makan kat Johor Jaya masak sedap-sedap hari esok dan seterusnya.hihi. chow~

woohoo....!!!

2012-01-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

first day wasnt that bad. everything went well. my co-workers are so friendly. its the matter how you cope with them. just make yourself comfortable, then everything will be okay. or might be, it just because i am not getting my specific project to be handled. too many things to learn.

for now I have to learn and catch up as fast as possible since one of my office-mate will resign on 13 January. So, i have to take over all her works and continue. it gonna be a difficult task i guess. :(

hopefully, my brain will not lembab sangat lah. autocad, esteem... pls be good to me :)

2012

2012-01-01T22:01:00.001+08:00

yeah, I know this is kinda late and lame. but, still wanna wish to all of you;

happy new year.

lets pray harder so our wishes gonna come true! yeah. hopefully this 2012 make us much better than 2011. Ameen. wishh to meet all my dear friends especially Gegadis and Fighters 0105. lama tak jumpa, kalw jumpa ni mau gosip tak tido tido.

today is 1 January 2012. Homaigod! 2 January, and I am gonna start working. So damn nervous. how to cope and adapt with a new environment, new people and the most important my scope of works. where i have to give my 110% commitment since it is a REAL working life. not a task or assignment or group work. responsibilities are getting bigger and heavy. So, have to prepare both mentally and physically.

well, lets see how my first day gonna be. hope its great! pray for me everyone!

We're Lucky To Have Those Memories

2011-12-27T16:18:00.001+08:00

This entry is dedicated to LeBai. So, its better to close this page rather than reading this.

its kinda boring if you dont know about the character we talked.

and this is another part of our crazy stuff: Teatime. Yang ni macam story telling lah. ke keke

masa terpikir nak buat entry ni, ingatkan nak print screen semua post. tapi macam banyak sangat lah pulak. tak larat nak buat kerja gila ni. ni tak sampai half pun benda-benda yang kitorang sembang. kalw korang tahu pasal siapa yang kitorang dok sembang melalut-lalut ni pergi lah 'see friendship' kitorang. haha boleh teruskan membaca.

well, di sebabkan kat UMP now ni tengah musim study week, so I am missing my life as a student. Yeah, both of us really love went to library. kononnya boleh lebih focus dan senang nak mintak hint soalan sebenarnya. besides nak tanya dengan budak-budak genius batch kitorang pun senang. selain dari tu, misi paling besar mestilah cuci mata. gosh, UMP pun banyak eye candy tau. haha. lebih-lebih lagi sejak ada lenchai-lenchai oversea.

both of us got our 'main' eye candy. which yang memang tersemat di hati lah kononnya. my eye candy nick is Leader while Meen's is Sean, or Lokman? or Leman? ahhh, not so sure which one was her main eye candy since she cant stick with one. She keeps changing. ahhh, not to forgot, Wan Cheq Embong too. Saja bagi nickname, senang nak gosip lah, apa lagi. kalw panggil nama betul kan susah. haha. ahhh, bersempena hari ni hari selasa, meh nak reveal sapa Leader

jeng je jenggggg

...

leader and his favorite tee.

well, tak boleh la nak reveal sepenuhnya kan?

tu bahagian Lenchai, bahagian Hensem pun ada jugak. Kalaw Meen, tak sure lah dia ada minat atau tak dengan laki Malay UMP. Aku ada jugak, nickname Dalung! keh keh keh.. Sebijik Dalung yang dalam cerita Taiwan tu. hape ntah tajuknya. Alah, yang mula-mula hodoh gila, last-last kaya and hensem. Tapi Dalung UMP ni tengah-tengah. hensem gila pun tak, hodoh sangat pun tak lah kowt. haha. Dalung ni suka sitcom How I Met Your Mother which made both of us pun tersuka cerita tu. best woih. Oh, lupa... Meen tak suka Malay UMP tapi ada satu Lenchai ni, member Dalung. Tak ingat lah pulak apa nick dia... apa eh bai? *jawab kat komen*

actually takde serious pun benda ni. saja-saja, bagi semangat nak pegi library. yelah, kalw kat bilik tu asyik mengadap laptop. padahal buat apa pun tak tahu. kalw kat library ni at least dapat lah 55% ilmu dari kat bilik cuma 4%. menyedihkan.

entry takde motif pun. just bila teringat benda-benda ni semua made me smile. like ear to ear. its okay being stupid, at least we've got so meaningful and funny memories to be remembered when we were study. Precious gila kowt. Meen ni memang Frenemy pun. hahaha. kadang-kadang macam gaduh bila bercakap, tapi takde pun. tapi bila dah sampai one part yang kitorang sekepala, memang non-stop gelak. usaha pun sama-sama gak. hahaha. sampai lah sekarang. when any of us meet Lenchai or Hensem guys, we will sms to each other. just to share that moment. funny tapi best.

sementara belum start keja, boleh la mengarut-ngarut camni. tengok sikit hari lagi nak bukak blog pun tak larat kowt. haha.

kuciwa

2011-12-26T16:20:00.000+08:00

ah, benci lah. baru tak nak beli season greeting dia, dah tak nak masuk kan Malaysia dalam list! huh.

dah la kapel senyap-senyap. huhhh! pegi lah Brazil sana!

Selamat Hari Natal

2011-12-25T09:12:00.000+08:00

comel!

Kyung, kenapa tulisan kau buruk gila!

rezeki.

2011-12-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

Oktober 2011,
Register Jobstreet, JobsMonster, dan hape-hape tah lagi laman web yang membolehkan aku dapat banyak job notification kat email. tapi yang paling aku komited sekali adalah jobstreet lah. since paling mudah dan ringkas. berdozen-dozen aku apply job satu hari. lagi-lagi bila baru register. semangat bukan main. especially bila Marina dah dapat job kat RHB Bank. lagi lah aku semangat bukan main menekan apply. lagi pulak keadaan ekonomi company plus attitude dan environment yang menyakitkan hati, memang nekad habes aku tak nak sambung.

dan usaha kegigihan aku menekan apply tu terbalas bila aku dapat interview invitation pada 29/10. memang happy, berdebar nak mampos. tapi masa ni bukan under civil punya job. saja je click kat job ni sebab aku pikir, kowt-kowt takde orang nak ambek aku keja ke kan. after dapatkan banyak pendapat dari member-member aku pun pegilah interview. most of the workers are indian. client pun bukan calang-calang; Maxis, Telekom, WHO lah kan. berterabur english. biasalah, indian biasanya selesa communicate in English. Memang masa tu self esteem drop gila. mind set dah cakap confirm job ni lebur. tapi Alhamdulillah, aku dapat second interview. puhhh, lega gila. tapi aku reject (tak ke bangang) sebab aku dah banyak sangat cuti tanpa reason. haha. pastu dapat interview kat pharmacy area rumah sekarang ni. pun tak pegi sebab atuk aku meninggal (Al-Fatihah)

November 2011,
masih setia dan gigih menekan apply kat Jobstreet. masa ni dah berharap kat Jobstreet je. Target nak kerja dengan consultant. tapi still apply jugak untuk contractor. takde pun respon dorang. heartless betul. paling baik pun, just notify resume aku menarik hati. dasar suka bagi harapan palsu. mencik
30/11 habes internship. bergenang jugak masa nak salam-salam terakhir tu.

Disember 2011,
bermula lah status penganggur tetap dan berwawasan dalam hidup aku. seminggu tu paling happy lah sebab boleh online 20 jam. tido pun 4 jam je. tah buat apa pun aku tak ingat. lepas tu cam haram bosan. duet pulak makin lama makin susut. badan tak nak pulak susut (tension) mula lah pikiran-pikiran negatif wujud. macam, aku ni lah antara-antara graduan-graduan yang terpaksa menganggur, takde peluang pekerjaan yang sesuai. alah, yang macam dalam paper. dulu baca, sekarang feel sendiri. mahu nak nangis jugak dalam bilik air. naseb kuat semangat. berkat menanggur ni lah aku berjaya tengok Tentang Dhia tak miss satu episode pun tau (riak)

Tapi not bad jugak, sebab ada lah tolong pak cik ngan mak cik aku ni jaga site. seronok woih, contractor jalan. heaven jugak. kat site, aku sorang je pempuan, mana tak enjoy. haha. masa tu jaga site kat pasir gudang. memang mencabar, sebab trailer-trailer macam celaka dia punya laju. naseb muda-muda dan sedap la jugak mata aku memandang. cuaca pulak masa tu suam-suam kuku. pokok-pokok pun besar boleh buat berteduh. tapi time buat coring test tu best, jumpa jodoh. haha

12/12 tengah duduk-duduk. tiba-tiba dapat interview notification kat phone (setting dah kat jobstreet, kalw ada job interview, automatic sampai kat phone) huru hara pegi on laptop and check. peh, consultant babe!!! 16/12 pegi interview. nak meredah highway pasir gudang, interview schedule pukul 10.00 pagi tapi 8.30 pagi dah gerak. jam pulak! tapi naseb baik sempat sampai pukul 9.30. aku belek-belek resume dan sijil-sijil aku tu. aktif jugak aku ni rupanya. hahaha. 9.45 pagi, dah start menggeletar. tangan sejuk. jantung kerja keras sikit harini. selalu normal je. baca lah 3 Qul, dan Al-Insyirah. tak tahu lah, tapi memang dah amalkan since sekolah-sekolah dulu. 9.50 pagi aku jalan slow-slow naik office. sampai je atas, tengok semua malay dan muda-muda. cool sikit hati. Jap lagi ada sorang lagi sampai. tengok persediaan dia, pehh sayu hati. rendah diri. dia dah la free hair (not the hot type tapinya. muahahaha) siap bawak file tebal. tengok file resume aku, rasa nak lari je. tapi takpe lah, rasa pulak interview ngan consultant camne. sedapkan hati sendiri.

duduk dua tiga minit, kitorang kena isi form Job Application. Lambat jugak aku isi. haha. paling tak boleh blah, time nak letak hobi tu. kahkahkah. dah tua camni hobi apa yang sesuai. takkan nak letak kumpul setem or main basikal ke kan. so aku letak je lah membaca. betul lah tu kan, baca blog, surat khabar, gosip. membaca jugak kan. tengok minah lagi sorang ni isi form ni laju gila. umur sebaya dengan aku. kat column previous job, dah ada 2 tempat dia keja. pehhh, berpengalaman lah pulak minah ni kan. tanya lagi dari UTM pulak tu. kecut je hati :(

pastu turn aku di interview. alhamdulillah, aku berjaya menceritakan pasal diri aku (peh, skema nak mampos) dari University mana, Final Year Project aku dulu. Masa intern aku buat apa. adalah dua tiga yang aku bohong. takkan lah nak cakap aku kena photostate or buat surat company kan... kena lah gempak sikit. buat VO, VOP, Purchase Order semua tu lah kan. Pegi meeting dengan sub-cont lah, peh dengar macam gempak je. dari riak muka Senior Engineer tu macam percaya. (Bos pegi oversea, bercuti :P) after tu tanya pasal esteem dengan autocad, aku jujur lah cakap aku ni lembab bab autocad dengan esteem. especially esteem. calculation tu mungkin boleh kowt. sebab dorang just tengok result math aku je. haha. dari PMR, SPM sampailah Matrix. Naseb baik, aku ni golongan tip-top math orang nya. after tu, dah lebih ke berborak. sampai adik beradik bagai. tinggal mana semua. santai lah sikit jiwa aku ni.

memang tak taruh harapan langsung since aku punya saingan ada pengalaman kerja.

sampai lah 22/12 pukul 11.15 pagi. baru je nak on laptop dan phone berbunyi. number tak kenal ni. Digi pulak tu. aku angkat:

Hello, I am Miss Wong for E.Charis Sdn Bhd. May I speak tu Miss Nurfarahana Binti Yaacob

Yes, speaking.

okay, what should I call you? Farah, is it okay?

Farah is okay. :)

Okay Farah, I just got back from holiday and I've been discussed with my Senior Engineer and my workers. You are accepted to work here! You may start working on 1st January of 2012. We give you RM1*** for a month. After 6 month we will increase the salary. ahh, you will bonded for two years.

OMG!!! really.......

So, I really hope you may come on 1st January. Oh, wait a minute. Ist Januari hari apa eh? haha. I just told you without checking on calendar.

ahhh, hold on.( menjajau cari calendar) I am checking right now. Its on Sunday.

ahhh, sorry sorry. so, you will start on 2nd January okay.

okay.

you will receive your offer letter alongside a contract on that day. at first we want you to come and sign the letter first. but since its only 2 weeks more, we decided to hold it first. so I am anticipate that you to come and work with us soon. okay, Farah?

So, I dont need to come for second interview right?

yeah, just come and start work on 2nd January. If you have any question, you may call this number or office number, okay!

Okay, thank you so much Miss.

dont let me down, okay. hahahaha.

yeah, yeah, I will come and join you soon!

okay, then... bye

bye!!

*speechless*

OMG!!!!! gila tak sangka!!!! tak tahu nak buat apa! Then I ran to my aunty's room. She was sewing his daughter school uniform.

busu, kita dapat kerja!!!!!!

kat mana?

(both of us were jumping at that time.lol)

kat tempat yang kita interview haritu.

yang consultant tu keeee? tahniah, kak long!!!!
ahhh, busu. tak sangka sangat!!!

takpe, dah rezeki kau!!! tahniah!!!!pegi call mak...

(she was hugging me, and patted my shoulder. I wiped my tears. yeah, tears of joy)

no word can describe how I felt yesterday! yeah, called my mom and she sounds so happy. finally my parents worry disappear. Thanks Allah, for giving such a good opportunity to gain experiences there. Alhamdulillah. Hopefully this sustenance may hold my faith on you stronger. My worry finally ends. I am so grateful for this. its so unexpected. when I have started thinking to work at factory, tutty frutty and so on, You gave me this.

So, of course. Azam tahun baru aku melibatkan my first job as a Civil and Structure Engineer. So, gonna fill this final joy as a jobless with a great things. will sleep like a pig, cause I know, once I work soon, every thing will change drastically!

pen off. showering time!

Love:)

2011-12-12T19:41:00.000+08:00

Today, 12/12/2011 Monday. Not a good start.

I feel bad, bored, miserable and lonely.

but then, late in the afternoon, got a good news. yeah, it is something that do not confirm yet but still make my heart and lips smile widely.

May Allah bless me and let my sustenance come near me. Amin

Favorite Lagu

2011-12-12T01:17:00.001+08:00

I am not a fan of Yuna, but this song is so great!
gotta admit her talent :)

love it!

the video clip were simple yet so sweet.

plus the meaningful lyrics!

enjoice!

Dari Dia kita datang, kepada Dia juga kita kembali.

2011-11-21T12:48:00.000+08:00

7 Mei 2011,

Izzat Badry Badaruddin

16 November 2011,

Abu Bakar Bin Mohd Lif.

the first one already made my hurt so badly.

dan hari Rabu lepas, Atok pulak pergi menghadap Ilahi. Ya, Allah sayangkan mereka. Punya lah dia tak nak susahkan anak-anak dia, sanggup dia tahan sakit. Kalau sakit, dia cuma makan panadol tak pun ubat tahan sakit.

air mata memang tak yah cerita la dia punya laju. sampai mak tegur suruh stop.

kat sijil mati, sebab utama kematian: SEPSIS DUE TO RIGHT LOWER LIMB.

aku bukan dari kalangan student medic, so sapa-sapa yang tahu pasal sakit ni, sila terangkan kat aku okay.

semoga Allah tempatkan mereka yang aku sayang ni di kalangan hamba-hambanNya yang beriman dan di redhai.

AlFatihah.

atok.

2011-11-15T15:37:00.000+08:00

Hopefully everything will go smoothly.
its hurt for losing someone you love.

Ya Allah, kau sihatkan lah tubuh badan beliau. Semoga kau jauhi dari segala penyakit yang di hidapi beliau..
Amin

favorite quote on Eleventh of November of Two Thousand and Eleven

2011-11-12T00:24:00.001+08:00

sometimes it's not the person you miss, it's the feelings and moments you had when you were with them.- basyi

yup, that quote really suit me well.

I dont know why I keep thinking of him, especially this past few days. my heart were grieving over this matter for six month already. I am tired. so tired. how I wish I can let things past easily. even his girlfriend already moved on. but why I am still being like this. I know I am not suppose to be like this. seriously. I feel like crying right now.

the memories of us being together kept replaying.

wish me luck, people.

Sumpah, kau annoying!

2011-11-10T12:23:00.001+08:00

seriously, dah lah aku menyimpan tabiat-minum-clorox-sebagai-jalan-penyelesaian as bad side of kau. memang secara jujur dan ikhlasnya, aku tak berkenan sebab menyusahkan aku, sekarang lagi mau cari pasal kan.

soalan-soalan seperti, jom lah pegi Singapore. Jom pegi sana, pegi sini.. aku dah bosan okay nak jawab sebab alasannya tetap sama. Aku belum start kerja properly, so aku takde duit. Duit elaun yang pakcik kau bagi ni tak cukup okay. ya, tak cukup. aku kena divide RM500 ni kepada banyak bahagian.

kau pun patutnya, boleh bosan kowt dengar jawapan aku. sedap je cakap kan, alah bawak je lah RM200 pegi sana jalan-jalan ambil gambar. well, hello! senang je cakap kan.

tu dah satu hal.

hal lainnya, kenapalah nak guna pc aku just nak buat tengok Maharaja Lawak Mega. bukan aku kedekut ke apa, tapi secara logic nya dah lah tengah kerja. aku ni budak practical, kena la leave a nice impression kan. kau lain lah, orang yang boss minat (wekkk!) semua yang kau mintak sure dapat. even cuti minum clorox pun gaji jalan and lagi best dapat RM400. dan akibatnya, gaji bulan 9 aku just dapat RM250 je. what the hell. nanti, lepas 30/11 ni kau boleh amek pc ni tengok lah apa kau nak tengok. tutorial make up ke, pakai hijab ke Maharaja Lawak ke, hape ke. kalw kau nak telan pun sumpah aku tak kesah.

dah la suka mengendeng time aku baca blog, dan paling annoying sekali tak paham apa isi blog and judge the owner of the blog. hey hey hey! serious menyampah. lagi satu yang paling penting, i hate people touch my body. especially people that left her/his bad impression on me. dah la aku ni memang suka judge orang dulu, so kau adalah tergolong dalam orang yang betul sangkaan aku. be matured sikit lah. sangat menyampah bila orang hit me at one spot so many times. maybe sekali dua tu aku tegur gelak-gelak, then aku elak-elak. tapi bila aku dah buat bodoh, maknanya kau dah berjaya buat aku menyampah dengan kau sepenuh hati.

last sekali, stop lah paksa aku teman kau pegi Angsana. penat woih. aku nak gak stay kat ofis hari jumaat dan tidur. sebab pegi Angsana tiap-tiap minggu sangat membosankan. sumpah!

okay, sekarang nak kena start sambung tulis report LI aku. any time soon, En.Syamsul, lecturer kesayangan LeBai nak datang evaluate. ke ke ke

best

2011-11-07T00:00:00.002+08:00

I can't forget the time we spent together, that two years. It's been really hard. I waited for a long time. I'll let myself go from the painful times, my love..

I've been waiting for this moment. Waiting so long that I could die. It was hard because the memories were still there. The time wasn't as long as the tears I cried..

Friendship. dan dia punya perasan.

2011-11-04T11:36:00.002+08:00

Last week, my cousin merangkap bestfriend dari kecik kecik bertunang. Kitorang sebaya. Bestnya lah zaman kecik-kecik. Sedar-sedar semua dah berubah. Dah ada hala tuju dan impian masing-masing. So happy for her. Tapi yang sedihnya, tak leh nak join dorang punya majlis. Ni semua gara-gara terpaksa bekerja pada hari sabtu yang mulia lah, apa lagi. mencik! Dia cantik orang nya, saya admit dengan sepenuh hati. Dah habis majlis, macam biasalah kan sesi upload-upload gambar pulak. Tu pun takde masalah. Still boleh layankan jugak.

Yang jadi masalahnya, bila ada sampai story tak elok pulak. Yang peliknya, bukan cousin aku pun yang buat problem. Dia okay and cool je. Masalah timbul bila, ada one time masa kitorang form 2, ada sambutan Jubli Intan kat kampung aku. Aku tolong dia jaga booth, sambil sambil cuci mata, ada lah sorang member sekolah rendah ni tegur aku dan secara tak langsung dorang pun berkenalan. Since then, dorang jadi member. Aku biasa je lah, dengan member sekolah rendah tu pun bukan nya rapat sangat.

Yelah, dah member- member kan, cousin aku ni pun invite lah member sorang ni, dengan tambang bas ke Kluang dari KL di support oleh cousin aku. Cool kan dia. haha. Tapi yang tak sedapnya, bila sampai rumah cousin aku tu, si member sorang ni buat perangai macam celaka. haha. Kesian gila cousin aku, dengan nak prepare for dia punya majlis, nak siapkan hantaran lagi boleh pulak si member sorang ni meng provoke cousin aku.

" aku rasakan Ain(cousinaku), kau ni takde lah cantik sangat, kalau nak di bandingkan dengan aku, aku lagi cantik. Tapi aku tak paham kenapa kau boleh bertunang dulu dari aku" si member memberikan pendapat dia

"??? *what the hell lah minah ni*" cousin aku dalam hatinya

Mula-mula cousin aku ni assume dia just bergurau, tapi kalw dah every second cakap benda yang sama, tak ke boleh hangin jadinya. Gila ke apa.

kenapa eh, sorang member boleh keluarkan ayat-ayat yang pada aku tak patut. memang tak patut. jodoh, ajal, maut semua tu kan dah ketentuannya. bila dah sampai masa, mesti kita akan ada kat tempat tu jugak. apalah untungnya nak sakitkan hati orang. sekarang, kau dah bagi bad impression kat orang lain. dah berkurang sorang member dia. masuk aku dua lah, haha.

member ni selalu juga nak menjodohkan aku dengan member-member dia. pada aku benda tu tak penting sekarang. seperti yang aku cakap kat entry-entry aku sebelum ni, aku tak berharap pun benda tu akan terjadi dalam masa terdekat ni. means, bukanlah aku menolak kalau jodoh aku dah sampai, tapi ye lah.. kestabilan kehidupan tu penting. kahwin bagi umur aku sekarang, bukan main pondok-pondok macam zaman sekolah tadika dulu. kahwin pada konteks umur aku sekarang adalah komitmen dan keyakinan. bukan senang-senang nak kahwin. bukan main petik je sapa kau suka, kahwin, dua tiga bulan cerai. lain lah kalau kat artis.

macam yang cousin aku dan aku bincangkan, kita nak buat pilihan untuk pasangan hidup kita ni bukannya senang. yang penting dia beriman pada Allah dengan ikhlas. bukan nak show off saja. kalau dia betul-betul beriman pada Allah, insya-Allah semua tanggungjawab dan komitmen dia mampu jalankan. dengar serious benar kan aku punya entry. sebab aku memang tengah serious pun.

pernah sekali tu, aku ngan ex-boyfriend member kitorang tu satu matrix. adalah sekali dua aku teman dorang dating. so, kenal lah jugak kat ex-boyfriend dia tu. tapi takde lah rapat sangat sampai boleh bertepuk tampar. ex-boyfriend dia ni pernah lah called aku sebab nak tanya kenapa girlfriend dia tak angkat phone since rumah aku ngan member kitorang tu agak rapat. then, bila jumpa tu aku cakap lah kat member tu yang boyfriend dia cari sebab dia tak angkat phone kan. aku ingatkan benda tu sampai kat situ je. rupa-rupanya dia bagitahu mak dia. dah, masa raya tu aku kena sound ngan mak dia. peh, sakit betul hati aku. tak lama lepas tu dorang pun clash. haha. padan muka. bajet cun sangat, last-last kena dump gak. kalau dari kampung tu, jangan lah otak cetek sangat. jadi kenservatif ni okay pada certain part. tapi kalau dah melampau sangat, boleh berambus. aku bukan jenis yang friendly boleh bertepuk tampar dengan orang yang baru kenal 10 minit. boleh join jalan-jalan hang out sana sini dengan orang yang baru kenal kat LRT station. Sebab nak senyum ngan outsiders pun agak susah bagi aku. bukan sombong, tapi aku bukan jenis terlalu friendly. kalau dah kenal lama, okay je.

dah lah tu kan, lagi banyak aku tulis, lagi banyak aku cerita. before aku publish post ni.. meh, nak share satu quote ni:

Love is not about meeting, seeing each other will not know how long love will last. Only know about continuing and persevering. -Heechul-

kalau tak kenal Heechul tu, pegi search sendiri lah. google benda bukan-bukan tak payah di suruh pun. haha. petang ni balik kampung. 3 hari tu cuti! Selamat hari raya Aidiladha. dan selamat bercuti!

Kenangan.

2011-11-02T16:20:00.003+08:00

Tak tahu lah, tapi sejak kebelakangan ni,aku asyik mimpi bestfriend (lelaki) aku sorang ni.

Lagi-lagi sejak Izzat dah takde ni.

dan lagu ni buat aku teringat kenangan kitorang time zaman sekolah rendah.

after tu, aku masuk asrama. sayangnya, relationship kitorang sampai aku tahun dua kat UMP je.

*we almost move on to a serious relationship, which was our parents wishes*

lepas tu, tak tahu mana silapnya, dia dah tak contact aku. dia pun dah ada steady girlfriend, and of course I am okay with that since I was in a relationship too.

seriousnya, aku miss kat dia. tapi everytime aku mimpi, takde pulak aku terpikir pasal dia pun before tidur tu.

lagi weird bila, mimpi tu macam berkait dan macam sambungan dari mimpi yang before ni.

apa- apa pun, aku hope dia sihat-sihat dan bahagia hendaknya.

semoga dia di jauhi mala petaka dan bencana.

auch, heartache.

notahujungkaki: sedar tak sedar dah 6 bulan Izzat pergi. Semoga rohnya di cucuri rahmat dah di tempatkan di tempat orang-orang yang di redhai dan beriman kepada Allah. Al-Fatihah.
notahujungkaki 2: senangnya girlfriend dia move on, dah in relationship dengan orang lain dah. kenapa aku pulak yang terlebih-lebih feeling ni.

Dilema

2011-11-01T16:56:00.001+08:00

Tadi tengah busy-busy buat Laporan Analisa Prestasi bagi Purchasing Department, tetiba dapat call. Number pejabat, tak kenal. Sure number mana mana company yang aku click apply kat jobstreet call. So, tadi dengan tenang aku ehem, ehem sikit bagi suara merdu, aku pun angkat. Sekali betul wa punya tekaan babe!

Dapat offer untuk interview, hari esok supposenya, tapi aku mintak tangguh. Ingatkan next week lepas raya ke kan, sekali hari khamis. Pukul 11.00 AM. Waaaa...!!

Tapi yang problemnya, job ni takde kena mengena dengan aku punya degree pun. means, bukan aku memilih ke apa. Tapi ni Event Crew (Sales & Marketing). Secara seriousnya takde langsung pengalaman dan bayangan kerja ni camne Memang menyimpang jauh dah ni. Ni la padahnya main tekan je apply. Harap benda lain, lain pulak yang panggil camne ni.

So, perlu ke aku pegi eh? Ahh, dilema betul. Nak keluar dari company ni, tapi weird la pulak rasanya. Tak tahu nak cakap apa sebenarnya. nak kena discuss dengan family dulu ni. Haish.

Ke, pegi je interview untuk ambil feel suasana interview tu camne. Since, kalau pegi pun belum tentu dapat. Tapi kalau dapat camne pulak?

So, sape-sape boleh tolong bagi opinion tak? Wa bila dah berdebar ni, hapa pun tak leh pikir.

serba salah

2011-10-30T01:10:00.001+08:00

" eh Farah, bak sini la blog kau. nak gak baca apa kau mengarut kat blog kau"
" hah? hahaha. nanti lah aku bagi"

ni perbualan aku dengan mamat yang baru aku naek kan nama dia kat entry bawah ni. tak nak berdebar pulak kan. dah la dia memang tengah online time tu. gila apa. jadi, perlu ke aku nak bagi address blog aku ni. dah nak mampos. obvious bebebo kotnya aku mengata dia.

tapi buat tak tahu adalah jalan yang terbaik. agaknya la

anyway, tadi pegi fun fair. bab bab menjahanamkan duit memang hebat. tak pasal-pasal lesap RM50 aku. haish. baru dapat gaji da bankrap balik. naseb takde mamat- mamat jambu sebagai penggalak aku nak lesapkan duit dengan lebih banyak.

dah la, nak tido. esok cuti.

Relationship.

2011-10-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

Aku rasa, aku pernah buat status pasal benda ni kat facebook aku. Dah lama lah tapinya kan. Macam ni lah, ada orang yang terdekat ngan korang tak straight. Apa korang buat? Tak straight kat sini bukan bermaksud tulang belakang dia bengkok ke, jalan kengkang ke kan. Alah, means lelaki tapi berpasangan dengan lelaki jugak. ataupun perempuan berpasangan dengan perempuan. weird kan. aku rasa semua orang perasan kowt. yelah, ngan kau guna "kau, aku" tapi bila ngan partner dia tu "saya, awak". maen sms, call sepanjang masa.

ni just pandangan mata kasar aku lah. tapi weirdkan, even kau bestfriend pun takdenya nak sms, call 24jam. tanya bila nak balik, keluar dengan sapa, tengah buat apa. maybe kalau perempuan tu takde lah weird sangat tapi bagi aku kalau lelaki yang buat camtu, agak pelik.. atau, mungkin aku je kot yang pikir bukan-bukan, hopefully, aku je yang pikir bukan-bukan. tapi kalau betul, GELI weh!

haha.tak tahu lah nak what ever kan or apa. entah lah. tapi kalau korang ada kat tempat aku, what will you do?

anyway, baru lepas makan pizza. alah, pizza yang ada 7 jenis cheese tu. ni semua salah beautiful nara ngan Hanis Zalikha punya blog lah yang promote pasal pizza tu. tak pasal-pasal dah mengidam. dan nasib baik idaman dah tercapai. so, boleh tidur dengan aman, hek.

Persediaan dan Perkahwinan

2011-10-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Sejak start kerja (read: practical) kat tempat aku practical sekarang ni, aku selalu kena tanya dengan boss aku, I mean big boss, eh semua lelaki yang kerja kat situ, tak kesah la dia big boss ke, small boss ke, medium boss atau pun large boss. satu soalan yang aku rasa sensitif kot.

" bila nak kawen ni?"

masa mula-mula masuk, aku anggap benda tu satu topik saje-saje nak bagi nampak perbualan tu nampak macam banyak isi lah kononnya. tapi bila dah tiap-tiap kali masuk ofis, tanya benda yang sama aku rasa rimas. sebab kahwen belum ada dalam perancangan aku dalam masa 2 tahun ni. 2 tahun ni adalah masa aku nak cari karier aku. nak kukuhkan kedudukan kewangan aku. dan tak lupa gak, lesen percubaan aku. banyak lagi impian dan keinginan yang aku nak capai kot. nak beli kereta, rumah, jalan sana sini. well, muda lagi lah katakan. haks.

boss nombor 1 aku ni ada 2 bini, 13 anak. tu pun busy nak tambah anak. boss nombor 2 nak masuk 3 dah, boss nombor 3 ada 2 bini. dan pegawai akaun kat company aku tu pun ada 2 bini. kira lebih separuh ada dua bini. wth lah kan. aku tak kesah pun benda tu, tapi kadang-kadang aku takut. dah la ayat-ayat yang keluar dari mulut dorang tu memang tak sedap nak di dengar. menggelikanlah senang cerita. serious.

macam aku cakap tadi lah kan, dalam masa 2 tahun ni aku nak kukuhkan kewangan, kerjaya, jaringan sosial aku. nak pegi travel here and there. ada rumah and kereta idaman sendiri. bukan aku takut atau nak lari dari komitmen, tapi biarlah aku dapat apa yang aku nak sebelum aku galas semua komitmen tu. memang lah, dorang cakap semua tu boleh gak kalau nak capai even after dah kawen pun. tapi bagi aku feel nya lain. entah la kan, kesimpulannya aku memang tak bersedia. tak kisah lah dari segi mental ke fizikal. segala-galanya tak bersedia. hati pun.

kawen tu memang sunnah nabi, tapi kalau bila dah kawen both parties are not ready yet, then problem occurs. what should we do on that time? divorce? divorce pun dosa jugak kan. so, better aku siapkan diri aku dari segala aspek for my future partner. aku tak tahu sape partner aku tu, tapi aku hope both of us could make a preparation for our future, for our kids. LOL sumpah aku tak tahu sapa partner aku weh, tapi doa, apa salahnya kan. yelah, aku sebagai perempuan pun kena lah bersedia kan. kita bukan tahu apa akan jadi pada perjalanan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang. bersedia je lah. atleast, kalau jadi pape, takde lah aku terkapai-kapai kan.

ni dalam akaun pun, kena tonggeng kan ATM nak keluar duit, ada hati nak kawen. kalau company boss bagi saya gaji penuh bulan-bulan takpe lah gak. ni gaji bulan sembilan pun baru half. lagi half tah bila. pastu gaji bulan oktober camne pulak ya boss? lemah betul kalw dapat gaji half-half ni. tak leh nak buat financial planning! haish. mintak-mintak ada la satu dua resume yang aku hantar tu sangkut! fuhh!!

okaylah, maybe topic ni dan topic kat entry bawah ni agak serious dan agak membosankan. tapi itu lah benda yang aku lalui dari hari pertama aku masuk keja sampailah sekarang. dah 4 bulan aku kena hadap semua ni. bosan okay. so lepas je 30/11 tu memang aku dah nekad nak blah dari situ. finacial and sosial range yang aku tak boleh nak hadap. especially yang lelaki. geli.

notahujungkaki: Peh, everyday breakfast dengan orang hensem. orang yang sama. sebenarnya, memang sengaja agak-agak masa bagi accidentally meet kat kedai. hehe. hensem. tapi for me to make a first step, is a NO! saja cuci-cuci mata :) tapi kalau tu memang jodoh pun apa salahnya. tak kesah la yang tu ataupun yang lagi satu. haks

Cinta dan Kematangan

2011-10-20T16:12:00.002+08:00

Ho Ho Ho.

Lama tak update blog. Tapi actually hari-hari sign in blog, klik blog orang lain, baca pastu klik 'x' kat atas belah kanan tu. Tengok kat blog orang, last update 4 minggu lepas. Nak update, tapi takde mood. Padahal banyak benda nak share sebenarnya. Faktor persekitaran pun main peranan mood nak update blog ni, tapi entah lah kan. Ni pun dah berapa kali aku save jadi draft. Update sikit sikit.

Sebenarnya, dua tiga hari ni macam rasa tak selesa dengan tempat aku kerja(read:practical) ni. Di samping masalah company yang aku rasa better aku tak story lah. Ada officemate yang tak best. Tak best pada aku adalah gatal. Secara seriousnya, aku tak selesa.

di pendek kan cerita,

Hari ahad haritu, sorang budak office aku ni masuk hospital. Biasalah tu kalau sakit ke, accident ke kan. Benda-benda yang kita tak boleh nak kawal. Tapi reason dia ni masuk hospital, minum clorox. di ulangi MINUM CLOROX. please lah kan. Rasa tak logik langsung bila someone minum clorox after gaduh ngan tunang dia. pheww~ First time for things like this had happened in range of my friends. Selalunya, baca kat paper or orang lain cerita. Tak tahu lah pulak, jadi juga kat dalam kehidupan aku. Peliknya.

Senang je nak tamat kan riwayat hidup bila ada masalah. Memang tak mature langsung!

Tah la, aku selalu pikir kenapa dia boleh terpikir nak buat something yang harm diri dia sendiri. Andai kata lah kan, dia mati masa tu. Tunang dia bertanggungjwab ke. Ke dia just go on je life dia macam biasa. Kemungkinan just berkabung dua tiga minggu, pastu mesti dia akan cari pengganti punya. Lelaki babe, dah la baru 22 tahun. Takkan dia nak bersedih for the rest of his life just for her kan. oh, officemate aku tu 21 tahun dan perempuan.

Rumor kata, dorang memang selalu gaduh pun. sampai berbabi sial bagai kat facebook kan. Tapi aku peduli apa sama wall orang. wall kau, suka hati kaulah nak buat status apa kan. Tapi, kenapa sampai one part tu dia nekad buat decision minum clorox. Boleh selesaikan ke masalah. Tak selesai masalah, makin menimbun adalah. Kesian gila kat family dia. Dari Terengganu, sangup turun ke Johor Bahru nak tengok dia. Tunang dia dari Kuala Lumpur pun sanggup meredah malam-malam buta sebabkan dia.

kita di berikan akal dan fikiran untuk berfikir. baik dan buruk. Allah berikan kita banyak pilihan. kita boleh pilih apa yang terbaik. kalau dah rasa partner kita tu bukan yang terbaik, kita ada hak nak cari yang lain. yelah, kalau time tunang/couple dah maki hamun. Tak mustahil bila dah kawen, kaki tangan pulak yang naik. cemburu itu satu perlu tapi kalau dah sampai nak beli barang dapur pun kata menyundal, susahlah kan. cemburu tak bertempat ni memang annoying. dah lah tak mati, masuk hospital kena kaunseling ngan doktor. pastu menyusahkan family, memang kesian gila. aku tengok mak dia malu nak menghadap boss office kitorang. kenapa dia tak pikir perasaan mak dia eh. aku pun bukan dari kategori anak solehah, tapi nak malu kan parents aku tak pernah terlintas. mungkin dia pun tak terlintas, tapi apa lah perasaan dia sebenarnya kan? apa tujuan dia sebenarnya. banyak lagi cara lain kalau dia nak bagi pengajaran pada tunang dia.

yang buat aku lagi sakit hati, bila dia boleh masuk office, gelak-gelak je. takde rasa bersalah langsung. bila di tanya menyesal ke tak, dia jawab "menyesal lah jugak" menyesal lah jugak wtf? gila ke apa kau ni. dah buat semua orang kelam kabut, dan penyesalan tu tak terbit langsung? bodoh betul. bila aku tengok mak dia lap air mata, teringat aku kat mak aku. apa yang mak aku buat kalau aku berada kat tempat dia. sedih betul. skang dia cuti 'mengambil ketenangan' seminggu. dalam masa yang sama, dah menyusahkan office pulak. aku nak kena angkat call, lari sana, lari sini. tak terkejar dah. nak melayan si biang2 lagi. bosan betul. hehe.

tak sabar lagi nak tunggu hujung bulan 11 and blah dari sini. tak larat dah nak layan orang2 kat sini. makin besar pangkat, makin mengarut. makin biang. geli aku.

oklah, da pukul 4 dah. naseb tak banyak call. haha. nanti update lagi, ada lagi satu isu nak cakap. Plus, entry ni panjang dan bosan lak tu. k lah. bye

one two three, eh? three??

2011-09-21T10:14:00.001+08:00

PERFORMER

GTOP

PARK JUNGMIN(SS501)

4 MINUTE

FT ISLAND

UKISS

TEEN TOP

anticipate for seeing Gd and Hongki!!! and oh yesss, Eli!!!

lets partaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!

cr: google

-_-"

2011-09-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

Me, officially sign in as

makcik kubikel

Jiwa

2011-09-08T15:52:00.000+08:00

Turunan hujan di luar,

aku di dalam.

guruh bertempiaran sini dan sana.

hati ku pilu.

masa nan lalu kian bertandang.

mengusik jiwa nan lama berdiam.

indahnya dulu bertukar sadis kini.

tiada kata, tiada gaya.

pura pura pelengkap lakonan dunia,

buat tatapan lain khalifah.

aku sendirian meratapi.

apa nasib telah ketentuan.

masa penentu segala.

padamu ya Allah, ku berserah segala harapan.

Suara Kami Astro, 17 September 2011

2011-09-08T12:05:00.000+08:00

masa balek bercuti raya seminggu last week, aku nampak iklan SuaraKami ni kat TV. tak brape nak faham sangat. So, sekarang dah keluar article baru best.

“Muzik adalah seni yang tiada batasan yang menjadi bahasa pengantara antara belia pelbagai budaya. Konsert Suara Kami 2011 meraikan semangat para belia selain menyambut 15 tahun perkhidmatan Astro kepada para pelanggan kami. Pada masa yang sama kami mengambil kesempatan ini untuk menyambut Hari Malaysia dengan membawakan sambutan berganda yang diserikan dengan barisan artis dan selebriti ternama, tempatan dan juga antarabangsa,”-Henry Tan, Ketua Pegawai Operasi Astro Malaysia.

antara artis yang bakai perform malam tu adalah;

Kpop girl group:

Rania

ratu carta hit India:

Naresh Iyer dan Chinmayi

Canto pop Hong Kong:

Hins Cheung

barisan artis-artis tanahair

Yuna, Hujan, Faizal Tahir, Pop Shuvit, Lan Typewriter, Psycho Unit, Soul Krazy, Ruffneckz, Stacy

gitaris-gitaris lagenda:

Man Kidal, Kid Search, Joe Wings dan Hillary Ang.

for those yang nak tengok Konsert ni, ada live broadcast;

masa:17 September

masa: 8:30 malam

di saluran Astro RIA (Saluran 104), Raya HD (Saluran 188), Astro AEC (Saluran 301),

Astro Vaanavil (Saluran 201), Astro Hitz (Saluran 705),

TV2 dan TV9 selaku rakan media untuk menyiarkan konsert tersebut.

selain itu, Konsert Suara Kami ini juga boleh ditonton melalui laman sesawang www.suarakami.com.my, Portal Astro WAP dan ERA.fm.

masuk adalah percuma

for more further information:

http://www.suarakami.com.my

www.facebook.com/astro

@suarakami2011

radio-radio rasmi: Hitz, Era, THR Raaga and MY.fm

CREDIT:http://beautifulnara.com

Let by gone, be by gone.

2011-09-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

Al Fatihah.

3 weeks to go! Hoyeah~

2011-09-06T20:20:00.001+08:00

Space and Sick

2011-09-06T12:21:00.000+08:00

There were only him and me in that space:

" apa khabar, Farah?"

"okay je. camni lah"

"pakwe sihat?"

"pakwe??"

"alah, pakwe yang msg abang dulu?"

"huh?? ada ke? kenapa orang tak tahu pun???"

"ada..."

then, people started entering the space. cant ask further question. its hanging there.

The way he looked, the way he holds my hand,

its same as before.

same as 6 years ago.

A same person with a different status.

He is married to Farah.

not me, but someone else.

entry masuk bakul angkat sendiri

2011-08-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

"saya suka tengok awak ni, tenang je" bos

"ya? saya?" saya.sambil menuding jari ke diri sendri

Bos *nod nod*

actually bos, muka je nampak tenang. hati tak keruan. Sah! aku pandai berlakon

misteri kehilangan pendrive

2011-08-09T20:48:00.001+08:00

Akhirnya pendrive berjaya di temui. Hoyeah lima kali!! Tu lah, lain kali jangan beli pendrive yang takde tempat gantung patung lembu. Susah nak cari, nak nak pulak, pendrive yang ada magnet. Mahu terlekat kat mana mana, pastu lupa. Memang menangis lah. Nak nak pulak dalam pendrive tu ada harta karun. Harta karun tu depends pada orang lah.

aku bosan. ok bye

2011-08-08T12:16:00.001+08:00

I want to be stuck to your side all day long
I miss you even when my eyes are closed
Even if your love is fake, whisper it to me
In this moment, I want to let go of sanity

this is my first time feeling like this
Time goes by so fast with you, it scares me
Why am I like this? I chuckle to myself as I wonder
My feelings and my love keeps growing bigger

Diary Ramadhan Farah

2011-08-07T01:14:00.004+08:00

aku tahu, ni tajuk popular most of the blog. ke blog yang aku baca je? oh yes, yang aku baca je lah tu kowt kalw korang tak pernah jumpa tajuk entry sebegini rupa.

nothing.

selamat menjalani ibadah puasa yang ke tujuh semua orang. aku baru nak start puasa isnin ni. bukan sengaja. and aku seorang perempuan yang ada sebab kukuh kenapa tak perlu puasa. bukan saja saja okay.

semoga semua orang tenang dalam menjalankan ibadah puasa tau. jangan emo emo. yang putus tunang, jangan sedih sedih. jodoh ada kat mana mana. semua terjadi ada hikmahnya. yang bajet innocent dan suka mengampu, pegi mampos.

al fatihah for Izzat Badry. its already 3 month since you go. the memories still remains :)

Salam Ramadhan-5

2011-08-05T17:14:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Latest entry semua pasal keduniaan kan. Mamat ni hensem, mamat rambut blonde ni macam anjing bulu gulung gulung, mamat rambut kaler brown tu lembut nak mati rasa nak kapel ngan dia. semua pasal lelaki. okay lah tu kan, means aku still staright lagi kan.

semalam stalk ex bf punya facebook. JEALOUS okay. kitorang rapat dari aku darjah 3 sampai lah 2 tahun lepas. since darjah 3 tu dia selalu story mory pasal family dia, problem dia and boleh di katakan semua benda lah kan. kalw korang baca blog aku dari kat friendster punya blog, sure korang pernah baca kowt entry pasal dia. sedih kan. takde lah bf sebenarnya pun. Just best friend bagi kaum lelaki. Tak tahu lah kenapa, dulu time aku kat stf, dia still contact contact aku. time aku rajin hilang number phone and beli number phone baru, dia selalu berusaha cari number aku. ada satu kali time aku cuti raya, dia boleh siap belanja adik aku just nak menjayakan misi dia untuk tengok phone aku. adik aku yang lurus bendul ni pun pergi lah ambil phone aku senyap senyap and bagi kat dia. dia just tengok inbox and then dia save number dia. malam tu dia call. kalw kau tak pelik pula bila kau tahu yang kau actually takde nuber dia tapi tiba tiba tersembul pulak number dia kat screen. haha. tapi okayah kan, dia cerita balik lepas tu.

masa darjah tiga, dia pernah nangis and peluk aku. DARJAH 3 okay. Budak dulu dulu kat suci, takde nak buat benda mengarut mengarut macam zaman sekarang ni. dia sedih sebab parents dia gaduh. oh lupa nak cakap, kakak dia sangat garang. aku ni pulak adik angkat boyfriend kakak dia. so mesti lah aku cuak kalw jalan depan depan kakak dia. last last aku ngan abang angkat aku clash sebab kakak dia jealous =_=" bosan betul cinta monyet ni. berbalik ke tujuan perenggan ni, dia tak rapat ngan kakak dia, so aku lah tempat dia bercerita.

memang selalu lah main sms. tapi main sms secara professional lah sebab both of us, ada komitmen kat partner masing2.

sampai one part last two years, dia and girlfriend dia ada big crisis. bila girlfriend dia tu di pinang orang. since then dia berubah. maybe dia dah tahu betapa pentingnya girlfriend dia tu pada dia. since then, dia tak sms, tak call kalw jumpa pun dia buat bodoh. sedih betul. padahal bukan aku pun yang pegi pinang girlfriend dia tu. ada ke patut aku pulak yang kena tempias. haish. sedih kan.

and dia the last person yang aku baik sejak sekolah rendah. sejak aku masuk stf, semua best friend time sekolah rendah semua tak nak kawan ngan aku. hak hak. tak tahu lah kenapa. kalw aku call or sms nak tak nak je layan. mula mula boleh la buat buat tahan biarpun pedih tahu hati. tapi lama lama, its okay lah kalw kau tak nak kawan aku. nak buat camne kan. aku pun bukan best sangat.

but, sampai sekarang aku still contact ngan member member time kat stf. they are really my true friends. the one who give me advise plus the support in what ever I do. no matter how hard I am, they still stay besides me. Even dah dekat 6 tahun tinggalkan sekolah tapi friendship value yang aku dapat tu sangat susah aku nak cari lagi. sedihnya.

kawan kawan kat UMP pun sama. I treasure them a lots too. Banyak benda yang kita buat sama sama. 4 tahun tu lama. cukup nak kenal semua orang secara telus.

in any way, aku sayang kawan kawan aku. tsk

naega salanghaneun geu , geu salam-iya

2011-08-03T10:07:00.002+08:00

bulan bulan puasa ni malas nak cakap banyak lah kan;

hah, tengok.

seswai ke tidak, belakang kira.

kat bawah ni sebenar nya gif. format. Tahu tak gif. tu apa? Halah, gambar yang gerak gerak tu. Tak pernah tengok? Padan muka,

si blonde tu si blonde tu

pakai jacket pun cool tak ke payah,

*sila click gambar kalw nak tengok gambar tu gerak gerak

k, bye.

Notahujungkaki: sapa dapat translate apa makna ayat kat tajuk entry ni, aku bagi duet raya :)

not so current interest laaah

2011-07-29T15:24:00.002+08:00

hah, hebat tak?
dapat tengok renang berirama kat atas padang

EDIT:

terjumpa pulak video cool neh,

kalw orang laen sebok sangat dengan Torres lah, Terry lah, *tiba tiba lost pulak sapa lagi player EPL. Lampard lah, Rooney huduh bebeno lah, aahhh, Pipiyapong lah,*ehhh? Cristiano Ronaldo mana boleh tinggal dowh. Aku tahu, Cristiano Ronaldo tak main EPL. aku tahu okay. Kalw korang suka Qiu Li or Aleksander Duric tu korang punya pasal lah kan.

aku dengan semangat #HarimauMalaya nya, suka kat mamat atas tu. yang pasti bukan yang tengah tu lah yang malam tadi kononnya injured bukan main sampai dia yang siku Abang wa sampai berdarah bibir, dia pulak yang jatuh sampai nak naik stretcher pun tak boleh. Lepas da kua padang tu elok pulak boleh bangun. *ah, what ever.

oh, mamat mana. mamat belah kiri tu ah. yang baju biru jersi no. 21 tuh. yang no 10 tu ramai sangat fans. so, wa tarik diri lah kan. mamat no 21 ni ai dah suka since AFF haritu. handsome plus sangat berkarisma time atas padang. I am rooting for him sejak haritu lah.

Adek LeBai panggil dia Blondie. tengok rambut lah. lembut tau time lari lari sambil mengelecek bola. dah lah tinggi gila. Tinggi tu lah aset dia paling aku suka. :)

Tak atas padang dia nak merempit or what so ever, dia punya pasal. haha. Oh, nama dia? Search sendiri.

bye.

I am not 19 anymore, guys!

2011-07-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

This is the forth time.

And I have to say "NO". A big big "NO"

A serious "NO"

enough with 3 times.

Before this feeling getting in,

it is better if I stop all this thing before it getting worst.

and make both of us deeply hurt.

career woman, pfft

2011-07-18T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hola to everybody!!

woah, akhirnya beban yang dah di tanggung selama berminggu minggu dan memaksa aku overtime untuk buat kerja, akhirnya berakhir jugak. Bosan gila kerja kowt. My free time is no longer available anymore. Tiap tiap hari buat rutin yang sama, bangun pukul 6.45am then tidur pukul 1.00am. Tapi apa yang agak membanggakan lah, aku takde lah gila tidur cam dulu. Even though aku kerja sampai pukul 10 or 11 malam, takdelah nak qada' tidur kan (mode bajet matured :)) kira after subuh tu aku jarang dah tidur. Kalw weekends pun sama. Bangga betul dengan diri sendiri

Dah, 3 minggu aku busy nak mati, akhirnya aku berjaya peroleh pleasure time aku balik kat ofis ni. Boleh download movies and show. Disamping boleh melayari internet dengan jayanya. haks.

sekarang ni ai dah ada business okay, even jadi tukang promote je but still business lah kan. and one more thing! sapa sapa yang nak kuih raya, bolehlah contact contact aku. Macam mana nak hantar tu kita pikir lain kali.hihi

actually start type entry ni pukol 11 lebih, tapi publish sekarang. hahaha. sebabnya, biasalah sejak kerja dengan akak2 and makcik2 ni, jiwa pun dah tak berapa nak remaja. berbual pun dah menghala ke kuih raya, langsir raya, baju kurung sapa paling cun.hahaha.

mengumpat PM aku topic paling hangat sepanjang masa :) pasal PM tu akan aku usahakan buat satu entry khas untuk beliau. kay lah, got to go. tiba tiba dapat kerja for contract department pulak. bye~

Do you wanna b? Block B!!!

2011-07-12T09:45:00.004+08:00

Block B Official Tee + Official Towel

come with two design

front side.

back side

the measurement of the tee

:) model-from left: kyung, taeil, jaehyo, ZICO, P.O, B-Bomb and U-Kwon

ehem, the center one is mine *cough*
-click for enlargement-

if the other idol release their official ballon, Block B announce that they have the official towel!!!

cool ait?

Price detail

Tee: RM85

available in M and L size

Towel: RM65

Both:145

all price already include the postage charge :)
Pre-order end 16/7/2011

So, dont waste your time and grab this item as soon as possible since Block B is a trend nowadays!!

if you wanna grab this item, just follow this procedure:

1.Email your name,phone number,item,quantity and also your email to jacqaz.estore@gmail.com

2.After your order is confirmed,I'll let you know about the total price and my bank info.
3.The full payment has to be done within 3 days after receiving my email of the confirmation of your order.
4.Send me the bank-in-slip after you have done the payment.An email will be sent to you after I've confirmed your payment.
5.Wait for your items to be arrived.:))

Items will be order after confirmation of payment have been received.
If there are any items that you wanted to buy but its not found in the shop,please feel free to let me know.
For any inquiries,do e-mail to jacqaz.estore@gmail.com

JacqAz's e-Store

2011-07-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

BEAST FACT AND FICTION PHOTO BOOK

RM 110 INC POSTAGE
SPECIAL PRICE UNTIL 15/7/2011

...CONTENT:
01. RECORDING 녹음
02. CHOREOGRAPHY PRACTICE 안무
03. PHOTO SHOOTING 자켓 촬영
04. M/V SHOOTING M/V 촬영
05. THE 1ST PERFORMANCE 첫 방송
06. TOP HONOR 1위
+
SCHEDULE SHEET

Available ’til July 15th, “FICTION. Written by BEAST” will be on sale online through Kyobo Books. The photobook features 260 pages of brilliant shots documenting special moments from their MV filming, first broadcast stage, recording, choreography rehearsal, and photo shoots.

(A big fan of BEAST? You must get this photobook!!! Its worth!!! CUBE never failed to make you feel worthy in every penny you spend!!! CHINCA!!! like my So Beast Season Greetings!!!)

BIG BANG UNIQLO Tee (UT)

RM 75 including postage!!

Available size: L and M (very limited stock)

( but we will try to find S size too, no worries)

This tee are for Big Bang Big Show. If you watch any Big Bang TV show, you guys can see them wearing this BIG SHOW tee. I got one with all BB's member name on it.

MBLAQ 3rd MINI ALBUM: MONA LISA

RM 75 inc postage
poster in tube and pre-order ends 14/7/2011

Album Track List:

1. OJOS FRIOS

2. ONE

3.I Shouldn’t Say

4. Monalisa

5. I Don’t Know

6. So You Know

(As an A+ you guys need to get this!!! Its their 3rd mini album yo!!! Go go go and support our beloved Seungho, G.O, Joon, Chundoong and Mir!!)

Dont waste your time and get all this item by this procedure:

1.Email your name,phone number,item,quantity and also your email to jacqaz.estore@gmail.com
2.After your order is confirmed,I'll let you know about the total price and my bank info.
3.The full payment has to be done within 3 days after receiving my email of the confirmation of your order.
4.Send me the bank-in-slip after you have done the payment.An email will be sent to you after I've confirmed your payment.
5.Wait for your items to be arrived.:))

Items will be order after confirmation of payment have been received. If there are any items that you wanted to buy but its not found in the shop,please feel free to let me know.

For any inquiries,do e-mail to jacqaz.estore@gmail.com

and this is our Facebook page: JacqAz's e-store

JacqAz's e-Store

2011-07-07T11:48:00.005+08:00

phew~ saje curi masa keja sikit since aku da siap kan satu report yang setebal 416 muka surat. even though just copy and paste but still, kena perah otak sebab ianya adalah fully BM. haha. Harini aku nak praktikkan apa yang lecturer Entrepreneurship dulu dah ajar. halah,yang aku semangat nak pegi sebab Dalung :)

jeng jeng jeng

click gambar kalw nak lagi clear

ni adalah homepage Kpop Shop Azmeen Azizul. Nama shop ni JacqAz's e-Store. Cool tak cool tak? Haha. Mestilah cool kan, sebab nama aku ada tertempek kat depan tu.Actually aku tak mengeluarkan modal pun. Just tolong dia promote. Tapi nama aku pula yang kat depan. haha Tak dapat komisyen pun, sumpah! Tapi dapat lah something. Hehe. Tolong tolong member lah kata kan. Bukan susah pun nak paste sana sini pasal Shop ni.

So, kalw korang rasa ada nak beli album Super Junior ke. Big Bang ke, 2PM ke, BEAST ke kan,kalw nak tunggu kat store Malaysia memang lambat, korang boleh pegi kat page shop ni and request. Since shop ni pun baru je lahir, harga barang barang murah la sikit berbanding shop laen. Kualiti gerenti terbaik dan di jamin dari Korea betul, sebab kitorang pun dapat supplier dari sana. Selain album, ada juga merchandise merchandise macam button ke, name tag ke, key chain ke, phone strap ke and so on lah pun ada. Buat masa ni, di sebab kan aku tiba tiba dapat dua kotak keja nak kena settlekan by next week, so aku tak de masa lagi nak update gambar album/merchandise/tee kat sana. Nanti bila da senang lenang sikit aku update. Tapi korang boleh je buat order based on this step okay;

Procedures:

1.Email your name,phone number,item,quantity and also your email to jacqaz.estore@gmail.com
2.After your order is confirmed,I'll let you know about the total price and my bank info.
3.The full payment has to be done within 3 days after receiving my email of the confirmation of your order.
4.Send me the bank-in-slip after you have done the payment.An email will be sent to you after I've confirmed your payment.
5.Wait for your items to be arrived.:))
Items will be order after confirmation of payment have been received.
If there are any items that you wanted to buy but its not found in the shop,please feel free to let me know.

For any enquiries,do e-mail to jacqaz.estore@gmail.com

Hah, senang je kan. Saje je highlight kaler merah, nak bagi nampak sikit betapa pentingnya procedure tu.hehehe. For more further information you guys can go to JacqAz's e-Store okay!! Kalw nak lepak and sembang sembang pasal Kpop pun kitorang layan kalw ada masa :) Kalw rasa baik hati dan nak di murahkan rezeki, tolong lah promote promote ye shop ni. Sweet tau kalw jadi baik ni. Hehehe. Jasa tu Allah yang balas. Nanti da maju Azmeen buat kenduri doa selamat :))))

www.uniqlo.co.kr - Uniqlo Korea items
www.spao.co.kr - Spao (design baju cantek cantek)
www.gmarket.co.kr - Korean album
www.waratomo.com - Japanese Album
www.banc.co.kr - Banc items
www.faddyrobotshop.com - faddy robot items (my favorite brand)
www.kyobobookstore.com - Korean album, magazine and books
www.asmama.com - Korean star necklce, earing etc

hah.list kat atas tu list list store yang korang boleh check and pilih la apa yang korang nak pastu bagitahu kitorang based on procedure kat atas tu. baju baju kat Spao, Uniqlo and Faddy Robot tu sangat sangat cool dan cantek. Especially Spao lah sebab under SMEntertainment. halah, company Suju, SHINee, SNSD. Faddy Robot pula, siap ada lagu lagi nak promote.laen kali aku update lagi. Kalw korang rajen tengok Running Man, dorang selalu pakai baju Faddy Robot. So kale nak rasa mcam idol Korea pakai baju brand brand ni, jangan lengah kan masa lagi. Aku bercakap berdasarkan pengalaman okay. hmmmf

okay lah, nak get back to work. ada lagi 3 report nak kena setelkan. chiow...

BISB

2011-07-05T09:46:00.001+08:00

hehehe. Apa khabar everybody? sihat ke tidaaaak? (ala ala zizan kat Melodi) saja je gedik2 nak update kat office since aku sorang2 je kat office ni. Akak HR pegi court, akak kerani pegi bercuti bersama keluarga, encik Akaun, ada kat bahagian ofis yang lain. Akak cleaner jap lagi nak balik dah. Adik penyambut tetamu ade kat depan pintu tu. jauh kowt

Actually takde benda pun nak cakap.eh salah, banyak sangat nak cita sampai tak tahu nak type camne. takpelah, next time update lagi.

Sedih je life sekarang. Macam ada something yang missing. I have lost something, tapi aku sendiri tak tahu apa. Takpe lah, doa je lah semoga semua akan kembali okay. yelah, nak harap semua jadi cam dulu memang IMPOSSIBLE lah. Be positive, Jac :)

owh, BISB tu short form nama company aku intern. kalw terer and takde keja, search lah nama penuh dia apa.ahahha

Havva nice day everyone :) Smile always

2011-06-22T12:11:00.001+08:00

Storms come and go

laughter turns into frowns

but life must go on.

relationships start and end

and friends come and go

but life must go on.

love sometimes last forever

lust is just there

but life must go on.

you can give and take away happiness

and you can break a heart

but of course life must go on.

but certain things people do causes life not to go on

by Kay bligen

life must go on, but it does not mean we have to forget what had happened to us. :) I praying hardly may Allah bless you there always. I love you, Al-Fatihah

2011-06-18T16:01:00.000+08:00

Telah tiba saat waktu kau tinggalkan kami
Kerana takdir yang Maha Esa telah menetapkan
Sedih rasanya hati ini bila mngenangkan
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

Tulus ikhlasmu luhur budimu bagai tiada pengganti
Senyum tawamu juga katamu menghiburkan kami
Memori indah kita bersama terus bersemadi
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati

Sudah ditakdirkan kau pergi dulu
Di saat kau masih diperlukan
Tuhan lebih menyayangi dirimu
Ku pasrah diatas kehendak yang Esa

Ya Allah,tempatkannya di tempat yang mulia
Tempat yang kau janjikan nikmat untuk hamba Mu
Sahabatku akan ku teruskan perjuangan ini
Walau ku tahu kau tiada di sisi

Perjuangan kita masih jauh beribu batu
Selagi roh masih di jasad hidup diteruskan
Sedih rasa hati ini mengenangkan dikau
Bagai semalam kau bersama kami

Moga amanlah dan bahagia dikau di sana
Setangkai doa juga Fatehah terus kukirimkan
Moga di sana kau bersama para solehin
Ku sahabatku kau teman sejati

Adalah haritu, aku saja gedik2 nak guna laptop adik aku yang last tu. Konon2 nak dengar lagu nasyid, maklum lah, aku memang takde. So, tengok la list2 lagu nasyid yang dia ada. bila tengok je tajuk lagu ni teringat lah zaman2 kat sekolah dulu, antara waktu Maghrib nak ke Isya' tu biasa nya EDAR (aku pun dah lupa apa maksud dia) akan pasang lagu nasyid kuat2, so takdelah dengar kitorang bersembang serupa tak pernah bercakap sehari. Lagu ni antara yang famous jugak lah. Kira kalw boleh sing a long and ingat lirik tu maknanya aku pun suka lah lagu ni. best lah lagu ni. Lirik pun bermakna.

Masa click lagu ni aku tak perpikir pun pasal lirik dia, saja nak dengar. Tapi bila dah dengar rasa macam ada kena mengena je lagu ni ngan hidup aku. Dengar lah second time, rasa nak nanges. Sedih, pilu, saket hati semua dah bercampur baur. kenapa lah kan....

Masuk minggu ni dah sebulan lebih Izzat pergi. Rasa tak percaya tu sentiasa bersarang dalam hati. Sentiasa berharap yang ni semua adalah mimpi yang aku tak sabar2 nak bangun. Even dah takde pape antara kitorang, tapi tak sangka ni semua boleh berlaku kat aku. Semua dah tertulis sejak azali dan kita pun tak tahu yang ni semua bakal terjadik. Even adik aku sendiri sedih dengar berita ni. Ma ngan ayah aku pun tak percaya. Rasa sedih je bila adik aku cakap, ma aku terus bacakan yaasin bila adik aku bagitahu pasal hal ni.

bila aku buka facebook dia, sedih je. selalu nak salah kan diri sendiri kenapa lah aku tak terpikir nak add dia. tapi ye lah, kata adik aku pun " dah takde jodoh, long. Allah pun lebih sayang kan dia" every time tengok sure bergenang je mata. nak menanges, tapi still kena tahan. bila tengok Baya post kat wall dia, aku pun jadik sedih. Mungkin aku rasa aku dah cukup sedih, tapi sebenarnya Baya ngan familiy dia lagi sedih. Aku ni, cuma sikit je.

bukan tak nak move on, tapi aku perlu masa yang banyak nak lupakan kesedihan ni.

Dalam kenangan,

Al- Fatihah~

2011-05-08T19:21:00.001+08:00

sometimes Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul,

he breaks our heart to make us whole,

he sends us pain, so we can be stronger.

he sends us failure to make us humbler,

he sends us illness so we can take care of ourself.

sometimes, God take everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything

Izzat pernah hantar sms ni kat aku dulu. time tengah frust dulu dulu. Semesti nya yang hidup akan mati, yang muda akan tua, yang lapang akan sempit, sihat sebelum sakit, dan kaya sebelum miskin. Malaikat maut tak pernah sekali pun lalai atas tanggungjawab yang Allah telah tetapkan keatasnya.

I miss him

Al Fatihah

2011-05-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

-----Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.

I am not crying but my heart is broken. I hold everything inside. and I realized, hes not here anymore.

Al Fatihah,

Izzat Badry Badahruddin.

Warkah,

2011-05-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

Buat Izzad Badri,

Assalamualaikum awak. Apa khabar? Dah lama saya tak dengar khabar awak. Tapi saya tahu, awak sentiasa dalam keadaan baik2 kan. Saya tahu. Saya macam ni lah awak, sama je macam dulu. Cuma after awak takde, saya susah nak bukak hati saya untuk reality. Saya lebih selesa berada dalam zone khayalan saya buat masa ni. Takpe lah awak, tu semua akan datang dengan sendiri suatu masa nanti. Saya just nak happy je dengan semua orang sekeliling saya termasuklah awak.

Tak sangka kan, dari kita berkawan sms sampailah kita berkasih.mcam tak percaya je.awak baik sangat, takde makna nya saya nak reject awak. sweet. Awak secara keseluruhan sangat baik. walawpun saya ni panas baran, suka cakap lepas dan tak matured langsung, tapi awak tak pernah marah atau merungut. Awak layan je saya. Awak memang penyabar sangat. kalw ada benda tak puas hati pun awak slow talk ngan saya elok elok..

Awak antara boyfriend saya, awak la yang terbaik. Awak jaga saya elok2. Awak tak pernah marah marah saya. Apatah lagi nak ber aku-kau. Awak tak pernah tinggi suara kat saya. Kesimpulan nya, awak sangat baik. Awak tak pernah ambil kesempatan kat saya. walwpun kita selalu date kat tempat yang tak ramai orang awak tak pernah pikir dan buat yang tak baik kat saya. Saya bangga sangat dengan awak time tu. kita jarang jumpa, tapi tiap saat kita sms. saya tahu apa yang awak buat, dan awak tahu apa yang saya buat. setiap malam awak call saya, kita gelak2 cakap pasal masa depan. saya bahagia sangat time tu. tapi awak selalu pesan yang kita tak boleh ramal apa akan jadi pada kita di masa hadapan.

Tapi tiba tiba semua berubah, saya ingat lagi malam tu, 17JUN2008 awak ceritakan semua kat saya. kenapa awak, kenapa? kenapa semua tu boleh jadik bila kita actually bahagia. kenapa awak cakap awak tak cukup baik untuk saya. Awak cakap awak takut suatu hari nanti awak akan buat saya sakit hati. kenapa awak cakap awak tak bersedia lagi nak jaga saya. Awak bagi alasan yang tak munasabah.Awak kata awak dah pernah terlanjur dengan girlfriend awak dulu, padahal itu semua alasan awak nak lepaskan saya.

saya sedih sangat time tu. saya nanges macam orang gila.tak tido sampai pagi. naseb baek parents saya kerja, so tak nampak saya bengkak pagi tu. saya kecewa, frust sangat2 masa tu.susah nak terima kenyataan orang sebaik awak boleh buat saya macam ni. saya kecewa betul. saya macam tak percaya semua tu boleh jadi kat saya. segala kenangan kita sentiasa jadi teman saya bila saya ingat awak. paling bermakna kat saya bila awak nyanyi lagu I'm Yours-Justin Mraz dengan gitar kesayangan awak. saya sangat terharu time tu. Awak selalu kejut saya solat subuh and selalu remind saya bila masuk waktu solat. semua lagu yang awak pernah nyanyi kat saya sentiasa saya ingat sampai lah sekarang even kita dah break 2 tahun lebih. mula mula lagu Ratu-teman tapi mesra masa kita still berkawan. call saya tengah2 malam and nyanyi chorus lagu tu pastu letak. kelakar ok, tapi saya suka. Banyak lagi awak nyanyi, Spider-rela ku pujuk. yelah, suara awak kan sedap. saya je yang tak pernah nyanyi kat awak. kan? Awak sangat sweet.

even kita da break up, awak tetap anta sms tanya khabar and ingatkan saya macam selalu.tu semua buat saya jadi susah nak lupakan awk. tapi setiap hari semua tu makin lama makin berkurang. Awak dah tak call saya,pastu sms dah kurang.kadang2 bila saya sms awak tak reply. saya call awak tak angkat.saya sedar kita makin jauh.saya tak leh nak terima kenyataan tu.dekat setahun saya rasa miserable sangat. kalw awak tahu blog lama saya, sure awak boleh rasa bertapa seksanya saya time tu.bila saya luah kat kawan kawan saya, dorang semua kata ada hikmah di sebalik semua tu

saya ingat lagi awak sms saya suatu hari bila saya dah sms awak banyak kali. awak kata tu semua ada hikmah. ada hikmah di sebalik kita berpisah. ada hikmah kenapa Allah tak bagi kita tetap bersama walwpun kita tetap sayang satu sama lain. Awak kata tu semua ada sebab kenapa Allah tetapkan takdir kita sebegitu sedih. saya ingat lagi, awak pernah call saya pukul 3 pagi, and awak menanges sebab menyesal buat keputusan yang tak masuk akal macam tu. saya tak pernah dengar awak menangis sampai macam tu skali. tapi masa tu saya dah couple ngan orang laen. and awak still ngan Siti Nurbaya tu. Kita still sayang satu sama laen lagi tapi masa tu kita dah ada komitmen laen. tapi saya ngan dia tak tahan lama pun, sebab dia adalah bertentangan dengan awak. laen sangat. saya sayang dia tak ikhlas. dalam hati saya selalu compare antara awak dengan dia. awak selalu nasihatkan saya tak elok buat macam tu tapi saya tak leh nak buat apa2.

tapi lama2 kita berdua akhirnya terima kenyataan. kita dah kurang sms and call. cuma sms bila nak raya or something big like birthday wishes. saya jadi terbiasa bila tak sms sesapa. saya jadi lebih selesa bila saya bermula dengan dunia khayalan saya. saya selesa dengan dunia saya dan kawan2 saya. saya lebih selesa dengan kehidupan saya. semua berjalan dengan lancar sampai lah pagi tadi. saya bangun, ber aktiviti macam biasa dan kawan awak sms saya:

"Izzad Badry telah kembali ke rahmatullah. kemalangan jalan raya pukul 2 pagi tadi"

mulanya saya tak percaya, tapi lepas dapatkan kepastian dari beberapa orang.saya sedar yang mereka tidak bergurau. bertapa remunya hati saya bila dapat tahu awak accident dilanggar treler.dunia saya jadik gelap.semua terhenti. saya macam tak percaya yang penghujung hubungan kita macam ni. saya tak pernah terpikir yang penghujung yang biasa saya tengok dalam drama terjadi kat saya. saya tak sangka hikmah dan sebab yang awak maksudkan dulu ini. Sebab awak takut suatu hari nanti awak akan sakitkan hati saya adalah hari ini. awak takut saya kecewa dengan awak pada masa hadapan itu adalah hari ini. saya tak sangka awak betul2 tinggalkan saya.tinggalkan saya dan kita takkan berjumpa langsung. saya takkan dapat sms hari raya dari awak lagi. takde orang nak call saya 31 March setiap tahun berjam2 lagi. saya tak dapat bayang kan kalw saya sekarang masih disamping awak macam dulu. sakit dan susah bagi saya nak terima semua kenyataan ni. saya tahu, saya masih sayang kan awak macam dulu.takde sapa boleh ganti tempat awak.awak saya letak kat suatu tempat yang istimewa dalam hati saya. Segala salah dan silap awak saya maafkan.saya tak pernah simpan dalam hati. semua kesilapan kita yang lama tu saya dah lupakan.terima kasih kerana pernah kongsi sedikit kasih awak pada saya.

Ini surat saya yang pertama dan yang terakhir untuk awak saya betul nak pegi majlis pengebumian awak. tapi kita terlalu jauh. takde siapa yang boleh bawa saya.kawan2 awak semua dah pindah jauh dari saya.saya sedih tapi dalam masa yang sama saya tak tahu nak buat apas.saya keliru dengan diri saya. saya tak tahu apa yang sepatutnya sapa buat. saya sedih tapi air mata tak nak mengalir.saya cuma boleh doakan awak supaya di tempatkan dikalangan orang orang yang beriman. Semoga roh awak di cucuri rahmat. saya akan sentiasa selitkan awak di antara doa2 saya.akhir kata, saya sayang awak. Al-Fatihah~

dalam kenangan,
Izzat Badry,
31March1989-07June2011

hana.

link for the news.link

So Beast, Season Greetings

2011-05-07T10:09:00.001+08:00

I looked at this stuff last year in Beast Forum and felt in love.It is expensive but I think it worth. The stuff come with a box that consist of

Calendar 2011

Diary 2011

Clear Folder

Postcard

Sticker

A front picture of the box

A clear folder.

Inside this folder there are postcards with the face of beast members.

A sticker.

Its glitter actually

and the picture below are the postcards

Next is 2011 calendar

the front looks of the calendar. of course there is a month page,

but I just snapped the pictures page.

and this is the back view of the calendar.

the final one is the 2011 diary

the front cover of the diary. Its pretty and I like it!

there are a few sections inside the diary and its divided by all this picture below

and this is the back cover of the diary.

the diary is very useful. I feel like using it. Maybe for my Kpop diary. :) Next will be updating about my Big Bang stuff and SJ-M perfection album :)

Gua berdebar debar

2011-04-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

ohoi! dah solat maghrib belum? Kalw belum, pegi solat and doakan aku pass with flying colors final ni. As my previous entry, I have 3 papers for this final.

FRIDAY | 29 APRIL

REINFORCEMENT CONCRETE DESIGN II

(the most critical paper ever)

WEDNESDAY| 3 MAY

STEEL AND TIMBER DESIGN

THURSDAY| 12 MAY

HYDROLOGY

berdasarkan tahap susah pulak paper aku kali ni. dimulakan dengan RC and lastly Hydro. Then, say no to exam anymore. I tak nak repeat paper lagi wahai sekalian makhluk.

biasalah time time tension macam ni, jangan nak buat2 lawak yang tak bermutu. Kalw nak kena makian aku, teruskanlah. Even dalam hati, tetap tak baik untuk aku and korang jugak.Tapi after RC, I will back to 'normal me'.haha. So, kalw nampak aku berwajah serius, aku tengah hapal step RC lah maknanya tu. Aku pun bukan serious sangat orang nya. :)

oh.28 May gonna meet my yobo again!jom pegi ramai2 sayang2 sekalian. :)

okay, bye.

Just for a bit.

2011-04-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

heh. hye everybody! Amacam study week? Aku punya study week adalah hampeh. dah kat umah, mestila enjoy dan makan makan.

bersiaran dari rumah secara live depan TV.haha. Sangat2lah malas nak on laptop. Ni pun sebab nak tengok notes RC chapter column. kalw tak adalah haram nak online.

tapi bila dah start online susah pulak nak stop.haha

k lah, just a short update okay! bye, nak out^^

Study week.

2011-04-19T16:56:00.001+08:00

____kenapalah takde feel langsung nak online kat rumah. disamping rasa yang begitu bosan, aku dah tak tahu nak bukak apa after 10minit.cish.

kalaw kat ump, 24/7 aku online.

dah la, bye..dah petang.kena siram pokok bunga yang banyak nak mampos kat luar tu.

oh, tinggal sebulan je lagi aku boleh maen cak cak ngan Taib kat ump. Pasni takde dah. Kesian Taib, takde orang nak hiburkan dia. :(

in law

2011-04-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

Introducing,

yobo's mom. :)

cr: Pic's owner.

( I dont remember where I got this)

Quote of The Day VI

2011-04-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

He ignores you, but you like him.

He does nothing, but you fall for him, you miss him,

even though you know he's never thought about you.

-OhTeenQuotes

Masterchef Malaysia.

2011-04-05T16:21:00.003+08:00

Hey hey guys? Apa khabar semua orang? LOL Funny je rasa aku start entry macam tu. Heh. But hopefully semua orang sihat dan semoga perjalanan hidup kita untuk minggu ini dan seterusnya di berkati Allah dan di elakkan dari melakukan perkara2 yang tidak elok. Insya Allah.

Credit: http://www.dailychilli.com/

Actually, nak cakap pasal Masterchef Malaysia. Kalau kat rumah korang subscribe Astro and ada channel MTV, Channel V, Animax tak sure package apa, sure korang pernah tengok reality show, MasterChef US kan? Ni adalah salah satu cerita favorite aku ngan my lil sis lah selain How I met your mother, Keeping Up With the Kardashian and banyak lagi lah kan. Jarang jarang lah kitorang nak bukak Astro Ria or Ceria melainkan my mom yang pegang remote ataupun my dad yang tak habes2 tengok hindustan tak pun discovery channel. Bosan je.

Berbalik pada Masterchef Malaysia tu, aku saja go through home facebook, nampak one of my friend like Masterchef Malaysia Page. Then, baru aku tahu, rupa2nya program tu da sampai Malaysia. Sangat teruja okay. Kalau kat Masterchef US, aku sangat kagum ngan kredibiliti and dorang punya kebolehan skill memasak. Sangat Kagum. di ulang, sangat kagum. Bagi je lah, any type of dishes semua dorang boleh buat and its look so fantastic. Rasa tak tahu lah kan. Tapi seriously kagum.

And buat aku lagi kagum tu, even ada Junior Masterchef. Cool gila kan. Sepanjang yang aku tengok tu paling kecik yang join berumur 7 tahun and terer gila memasak. Rasa rendah diri gila kowt. Kan best kalw aku pun di kurniakan bakat yang macam tu.

so sesapa yang ada bakat terpendam dan skill memasak boleh la join Program ni. Under Astro. Sesiapa yang berminat, boleh la download form kat www.masterchef.com.my ataupun korang boleh isi secara online kat www.murai.com.my. Make sure isi form betul2 and send kat masterchef@astro.com.my. Jangan lupa letak gambar passport sekali okay. Tengok juga terma and syarat kat http://www.facebook.com/MasterChefMalaysia

Really anticipate for this show. Nak tengok jugak skill and bakat orang2 Malaysia kan. Selalu tengok US and Australia je. So, this time for Malaysia to impress others kan.

okay, good luck sesapa yang nak cuba tu. Fighting!!

Birthday Wishes.

2011-04-04T23:16:00.001+08:00

Today is 4th April 2011. and its my yobo's birthday!!!! Since I make a wish if he tweets anything regarding his birthday, I wanna make an entry for him. and finally he tweeted. Since then, I am busy doing this:

Its not suppose to look like this actually. Looks like I have lose my talent. Tch XD Doing this thing for one hour and it came out like this, make me a bit disappointed :( Really. I want to make the pretty one, but because of yobo tweeted just now... it make me rush since its only 2 hour till his born-day end!

Ah. It doesnt matter.

Hope he will stay happy as he is now. May God always bless him, his family and all Suju's members. Wanna see them a lot again in the future.

okay, final word

Yobo,

Happy 25th Birthday!!!!

May God Bless you!!!

Be happy and stay healthy.

SARANGHAE~♥♥♥

with ♥,

by.

Future Planning.

2011-04-02T00:51:00.004+08:00

The most bored night I ever had in my life. LOL but seriously. I dont know what to do. No mood to watch any movies/drama/show and what so ever. Dont even have a mood for reading any fiction/anime. Such a loser. Its weird if I start studying now since my final exam will start in a month. Tchh.

wandering around, play with Google then, I keyed in LASIK SURGERY. So tonight, lets talk about this boring topic, but I am really interested about this. Tired of wearing leans and spectacle since I was 13.

Definition

Laser eye surgery corrects vision problems and eliminates the need for glasses or contacts. To determine good candidates for the surgery, eye doctors look at age, pregnancy or breastfeeding, eye conditions and autoimmune disease.

Types

LASIK is one type. PRK (photorefractive keratectomy) is another type of laser eye surgery often used for people with thin corneas. PresbyLASIK technology (multifocal LASIK) is used for bifocal wearers with both farsightedness and nearsightedness.

Procedures

In LASIK, a portion of the outer layer of the eye is cut and folded back for a laser to reshape the cornea. In PRK, small sections of the outer layer are removed.

Cost

Cost of surgery varies due to choice of doctor, procedure, laser technology, vision prescription and geographical location.

**After some research with the help of Mr.Google, it cost me around RM1500 for both eyes. woohoo! and the price is getting lesser nowadays. Gotta save up and end my lens-spec-life.(Determine Mode)

Benefits

Obviously this surgery will change the financial, lifestyle and sport activities.

I found a blogger who had done his LASIK surgery. He blogged his experience with detail explanation. It is a good article and make me more interested to do this surgery. Its not that scary and hard.

read this :)

Tch. *Cakap macam bapak aku cop duit* Well, hope this gonna be happen REALLY soon. Ke sesapa nak kahwen ngan aku nanti, nak gantikan salah satu hantaran dengan lasik surgery lah. Mean, hantaran barang kemas(LOL) = 2 mata buat lasik surgery. Ntah ntah, lasik lagi murah dari barang kemas. Hmm, speaking pasal pinang ke kahwen, colan pun takde okay. Bosan betul hidup. Crush je ramai. haha.*yeay tak kelakar*

end.

Blessed

2011-03-29T16:51:00.002+08:00

I feel so BLESSED!!!!! yesterday and even today. Dont know why (of course I do). But I am super excited since yesterday. But, because today I feel more more and more blessed so I just decided to make this WONDERFUL MEMORY as an entry so that I can read it again next time. So, I warn any of you that allergy with the word 'perasan' just click that X button on the upper right side of this blog. Its just a bored fiction, only LeBai could understand all the story line and even the character. XD

Assume this as a sequel of Tea-Time Session from Meen. :)

Since Bommie further her studies in Geologist in LA, Minzy is left alone at the academy. She live her life well without any night-walk and gossiping session anymore. Their last activities was Sean and Yi Jung farewell. Its not Bommie had given up to her dream, but she need to accomplish what she should be first. Time flies so fast, and its already 3 month Minzy in academy while Bommie in LA. Minzy goes to the class as usual and sometimes Bommie will call her. Its not Bommie is worried about about Minzy but she worries about other male trainee in the Academy.LOL . Minzy went to LA once a month. They had too many things to share and its not suitable for them to talk on phone anymore.

One day, Minzy went to practice room alone and it is so far from her hostel. She was so bored and decided to improved her dance skill since Mr. Y will examined her next week. She danced and listen to her favorite songs for 5 hours and she exhausted so, she arranged all her stuff and get ready to walk back to her hostel. Just before she comes out from the practice room, her eyes met Daes, the most clumsy trainee in the academy, as usual his face will automatically made shock expression. Minzy just smiled and walked away slowly to her hostel. Till now, Bommie and Minzy still can not discover why Daes always be so shock whenever they meet.

On her way back, Minzy suddenly remembered that she is out of cash, so she planned to go to the ATM. She walks and walks slowly till she arrived at the t-junction. She checked her phone, and when she looks front she was so shocked!!! Its Zhoumi!!! Its already 2 weeks since they met. Their eyes were met, and Minzy looked away first. Zhoumi went to his academy and Minzy straight to the ATM. Minzy can feel that her heart will explode any time soon. She was so shocked and dont know what to do. She automatically smsed Bommie

Minzy: ITS ZHOUMI!!!

It was too bad since Bommie do not replied. Minzy tried to calm herself and thought Zhoumi and her will not meet again. At least on the same day. After drew her money, she walked out from the ATM. Suddenly her met a familiar figure. ITS ZHOUMI AGAIN!!! Their eyes met. Minzy just walked slowly and hope Zhoumi will walked faster so that they dont have to meet again at the junction. Too bad, Zhomi walked really slowly and finally Minzy reached at the junction, and Zhoumi is there! Minzy went to her panicked-state! and she smsed Bommie again,

Minzy: ZHOUMI IS TOO HANDSOME BOMMIE!!!! how come we can walk beside to each other now!!!

Bommie replied : say hi!!!

Minzy cant control her feelings anymore. Her body temperature is increasing!! She felt so hot! Minzy acted calm and and tried hard to control her expression. but Zhoumi was walking too SLOW!!!! Now they really walked beside to each other. Zhoumi let Minzy walked under the roof walk-way while he was under the sun. HOW SWEET is he!!! Minzy was too happy. She was not expected Zhoumi will do this, Minzy looked around and there was no one at the moment. Minzy smiled ear to ear like crazy. Minzy walked too slow, then Zhoumi walk a bit faster since suddenly Spastic-Couple was on their way towards them. Minzy cant let her heartbeat calm. After that Spastic-Couple passed him, he looked back and our eyes met. He looked away. Minzy just acted she busy replying sms. but, honestly NO SMS at all. Zhoumi looked back a few times, and Minzy still acted like she dont know.Its not a Zhoumi walking style to walk and looked back, but today...

Finally they arrived at the cafeteria, there was not so many trainees at the moment since it was not a peak hours. Zhoumi looked back again and Minzy went straight to the Computer Accessories Booth. Its not Minzy has anything to buy, but she just wanna make the distance between Zhoumi and her a bit. Zhoumi went into the cafeteria and ordered his favorite Sizzling Mee. Minzy walked slowly inside the cafeteria and they passed each other again. Minzy can tell that Zhoumi was looking at her during that time since they were so near but Minzy was so busy with her dumb act.

Minzy went to her favorite restaurant and ordered her food. Her ordered will get only at 8PM. She looked back and saw Zhoumi was sitting facing her. He ate sandwich while he waits for his food. Minzy looked and their eyes met. Minzy acted like she got an sms and went to the Mini Store. Minzy bought Zhoumi's favorite Black Pepper Roll and Iced Lemon Tea. After a couple of minutes surveyed inside the Mini Store then, Minzy paid for her foods. When she went out from the Mini Store, she looked at the Zhoumi seat and he was gone. So Minzy thought that Zhoumi was getting his food. She looked at the counter and Zhoumi was there. Its weird that there was nothing on Zhoumi's hand. Oh, he canceled his order and went straight to his hostel. Minzy was so busy texting to Bommie the details. But since Bommie is in class, so of course she cant called.

Bommie cant except the facts that Minzy was not saying Hi to Zhoumi because it was so rare to happen. :)

Minzy safely arrived in her hostel and still smiling like no end.

P/s: Minzy had crush to Zhoumi since 2 years ago :)

Super Junior | SuperShow 3 Part III

2011-03-27T14:45:00.006+08:00

Song: Hands up-big bang 4th Album

Hey ho!!! LOL updating my #ss3Malaysia moment while listening to big bang songs. Actually my #ss3Malaysia syndrome is still not over yet. I am still imagine all the things they did during the show. Well, such a beautiful memories, who can easily forget, right. So, today I am going to share the songs they sang at that night. Hope this will be the final parts.Here, we go..

1. Sorry Sorry Remix

I am so sure that this song is almost everyone favorite. They had changed some of the dance movement. As this is their first song, for sure everyone were busy screaming like mad and I was included too. Everyone sang along with them. Love the dance, their voices and the situation in the stadium.

2. Super Girl (Korean Version)

They run to the main stage, and straightly started sang this song. COOL!!! I can see Henry and Zhoumi in this performance. Every members are danced in this song. Too bad, Hangkyung was not there. Well, I know everyone already knew the reason, right?

3. Dont Don

Its super cool performance. I am a bit sad at first because Heechul was not participate in this performance, but, after a while when the part which is Henry plays his violin in the MV, suddenly the center of the stage was open and inside there were HENRY, ZHOUMI, HEECHUL and JUNGMO(Trax)!!! Heechul played a drum, Henry and Jungmo played guitar while Zhoumi sang!!! wah, daebak!!!

only able to capture Heenim. Isnt he looks so cool?

4. No other.

Sweet song with several fan service.

Then, it was self introduction.(see post below)

5. Confession

6. Good person

7. Rokkugo

Suju-T. Such a happening performance. We sang together with them.

8. One fine Spring Day.

A song from their 4th Album. Sang by Wookie accompanied by Sungmin on guitar. As expected, Wookie's voice is so good! Love it!!

9. New Endless Love (chinese)

Its Wan Fang song(i dont know who is he) and sang by Kyuhyun. Seriously, Kyuhyun's voice able to melt people!

10. I wanna Love You

By Eunhyuk and Donghae! Yobo is a great dancer. Donghae too!

11.Kiss Good Bye.

Originally sing by Lee Hom. He sang so well while playing piano. Since I dont listen to any chinese songs, so I was a bit blur But, I think all the chinese elf know this song because most of the sang along.

12. Looking for the day.

Siwon solo stage. Cool!

13. Baby

:) Henry solo's. A very superb performance by Mochi. He has a cute voice. Suit so much with the songs! We sang along with him and chant his name. Since this is a famous song by Bieber, obviously everyone can remember at least the chorus.

Henry's Piano Skill is Daebak!!

14.If you leave

Sungmin's solo stage. He is a great dancer.

15. Down

Eunhyuk solo's. No doubt he is a really great dancer. Cool and HOWT performance.

16. Ttok Ttok Ttok

Another Suju-T songs. CUTE!!!! Heenim joined this. Even though, I am not familiar with this song, but I am still enjoy it!

cute!!

17. You And I.

They made a heart sign during this song and walk around the stage

18. Song For You.

19. Ms. Chic

Its Zhoumi here!!! For sure I was hysteria. He is so slim and have a very long leg. It made him looks 'soft' but I know he's NOT!!

Cool performance :)

20.Shake It up!!

A song from their 4th album. Cool!!

21. Twins.

An old song, I cant remember the lyrics but I know this song when they start singing.

22. Hate u, Love u

23. In My Dream

Sang by KRY+ Sungmin+ Donghae. The song that I love so much in their 4th album. and even suju loves this songs too. Sweet!!

24. Rinaldo

A song dedicated for Kangin who is currently in army. This performance was so sad. I was teary during this performance. Donghae was crying at this time!!! >.<

25. All my heart

26. It Has To Be You.

Sang by Yesung. from Cinderella Unnie's OST.No wonder he is one of the best singer in Korea. His voice is so great!!! Since this song is so famous so everyone was singing together. It was so obvious Yesung was so happy and he smiled widely when everyone sings together. Love this moment so much. At least, one of MyELF's project is succeed!

27. Perfection!!!

An unexpected performance!!! I am so addicted to this song, no wonder I love so much the performance. Too bad, I was panicked at this time so I recorded without Zoom it. Such a waste!! I was focused on Zhoumi!! LOL

28. Bonamana!!

29. A man in Love

30.U

Cause I cant stop thinking about you girl!!

31.Dancing out

32.Encore- Cooking Cooking

Evil-Maknae, Kyu is busying bullying Eunhyuk. Cute!!!

33.A way of love

34. Wonder boys.

They end the show with promises that they will come again for ss4. Hope its true. Gotta get a full preparation for that since my camera was broken on the night before I went to the concert. Such a horrible and pitiful things ever happen to me.

There is some things happened that I still remember,

- Kyuhyun gives the most tip-top fan service since he signed all the ball before he threw to te fans.

-Heechul, Sungmin and Donghae took a camera from the fan and cam-whore with it. This happened right in front of me. so jealous okay.

- They always yelled 'APA KHABAR' until the last moment we saw them on stage. ke ke ke

-Donghae was trying to speak in english but his sentence was hanging then, Siwon continue and everyone was laughing. CUTE!!!!

-When Leeteuk was explaining about their 5th album, everyone seems understand and said yeah~!! so loudly like we were understand. then, Siwon 'I think you guys already understood what Leeteuk-shi was saying right?' LOL

-EUNHAE is REAL!!! donghae and eunhyuk friendship is proven! they really2 close

am I right?XD

The 3 hours felt so short. I cant believe they already sang more than 30 songs. In a short, they were so amazing that night. even though their schedule is so packed and it was obvious they were so tired, but they still gave their best to make us, an ELF happy. I am so proud of them. I am so looking forward for their 5th album as Leeteuk said they are preparing. Hopefully, they will come back again with SS4 together with Kangin and Kibum.

Love them so much! ^^

Thats all. Thanx God I managed to finish all this. I knew, there was not so many are reading this, but I just write it here, so that I can read it again in the future. Again, sorry for a very very bad english.

Super Junior | SuperShow 3 Part II

2011-03-25T13:21:00.005+08:00

Hey guys, we meet again today. After such a horrible week with RC Design II test and a hell-presentation on the next day, finally my azab already over. It just a final exam left now.( what ever)

As I already promised, I an going to share with you guys their self introduction. It may be a short entry, since I have some works to do.

The first person that came out was our milky white Kim Heechul. A very short introduction, maybe because he was not feeling well that night. Hes so flawless!

This was shown on the screen when they were coming out

Siwon went out right after Heenim.

Followed by Shindong I guess. I just remembered how they introduced them self, so it may be not in a correct order. :)

Shindong looks like a bit shy that night, not as usually as he acts. I dont know, maybe because he not stayed long in my area so I cant describe him well.

Yesung was so nice and playful that night. He acted exactly like his always act during any shows.His voice really awesome. No wonder hes one of the main vocal in Suju and a part of Suju-KRY

Our eternal-maknae. heh. He was damn cute. I still remember how he said,

"hello everyone!!! I am ryeowook" and all peoples in the stadium scream, he was so cute!! Seriously. and hes not the 'soft' type. Hes man!!! :) and this was proved by Meen too. heh

As his nickname-pumpkin. He was so sweet with his angelic face. No wonder someone had fallen in love with him, no other than, Azmeen. :) hes so handsome. I am usually not really pay attention to him when I watch any their variety show, but that night he was so HANDSOME and he catches my attention. Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!

Just like the words on the screen

catching only anchovies in the real wild, a good looking amazon tribe, EUNHYUK.

(I screamed like crazy when he came out. I think Meen was annoy with me.LOL)

The most gross self introduction. I knew he has so many things to talk since he is so talkative but we had language barrier, so he just

EH: say yeah!!!

Elf: yeah!!!

EH: say yeaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!

Elf: yeaaaaaaaaaaaah!!

EH: say yeeee~aah!!

Elf: yeee~aah!!

EH: say yeeeee~ah ( with sexy voice)

Elf: LOL!!!!

♥♥ (the most memorable things he did) he was dork as he usually be.

I dont know why, but I dont remember at all Donghae's part. Maybe because he went out after Eunhyuk and I was still cant find my sanity yet. heh

Our Angel Leader was act like a rich prince. He came out with a laughter, after some talks he gave 2 bottle of mineral water and tissue to two LUCKY elfs in the rockpitt!

The game-addict, our lovely maknae. His smile is so sweeeeet. It will make you melt automatically. Seriously!!! on, take not! He was so naughty and evil that night. Bullies all his hyung except Heechul, and even Zhoumi was bullied by him.

♥♥

All picture credit to: Milky Cheong

I guess I will stop now, gonna continue this so SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON~!! really. I will update about the songs they sang that night and might be the last part of SS3. :) Sorry for horrible language, just like I've said before, I am still practicing my English XD

ouh, if any of you want to look the clearer pictures of SS3, dig this owner album: #SS3Malaysia I guess you need to add her as friend if you cant access to the album.

Till then, have a great weekends. Take care everyone

Super Junior | SuperShow 3 Part I

2011-03-23T01:18:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone(ceceh)^^ Time sure flies so fast. Its already 4 days since I went to SS3. But every moment is so precious. So, I keep replaying all the memories in my mind.heh. Now, I already miss them so much. I thought it was only me that have this feeling but later I know that other elfs also share this kind of feeling too.

I wanna share all those moment here, but I have RC II test tomorrow. So, I will review 1/4 parts of the show

This is the ticket: I just bought the cheapest one. RM226

Actually,Meen and I already had a budget for the terrace one, but I dont know why we changed our decision at the last minute. and of course I am still regret for changed the decision.However, i am still grateful to have this opportunities to see each of them live!

this is the pearl sapphire blue light stick that fulled the stadium that night!

It was so beautiful and so memorable :)

yobo gave me this.lol.

Shamat, my bestfriend since STF. we are so crazy back then and even now.

we still have some similarities.
the right pictures was with heenim banner!

with kyuhyun banner! he was so awesome that night!

gonna tell you guys later! :)

with the great-voice yesung banner!

he was my second favorite in suju before henry seduced me that night.

my second favorite after my hubby-eunhyuk. lol

Fellow elfs. everyone was so busy collecting the free small banner given by MyElf.

too bad, I came late so just got a few banners. but its okay since i got eunhyuk and yesung banner.

got a lot of banner hung on the fence but, due to rain I have to stop took the pictures.

when we went out after the concert all the banner were gone. so sad!

inside the stadium at 5.00PM.

this is Meen.lol.

my current bestfriend, gossip-mate, kpop-mate.

credit to her for letting me stay in her house.hehe.

at 6.00PM I guess, we tried to switch on our light stick. we still under control at this time. :)

From our seat, we can see the make up room, I guess that the only advantages of my seat. It was a chaos when a few of suju members were entering that room before the concert started. The first person I got to see was Zhoumi the super long leg. It just a back side, but I able to guess it correctly. and hey! he is my third favorite now. :) He is the most i am looking forward to see since he looks like my 2 years crush. *blush*

pearl sapphire blue; love this so much!

we managed to full filled leader-shi dreams :)

ah, proud to be a part of this colours.

*I have to stop till this. need to go to study again. promise to continue this review soon after I finish my RC Design II test and RC Design II Project. Next will tell you guys about their self introduction. and sorry for my bad English. I am still practicing. Hope you guys can understand what I was trying to say. :)

see you later :)

Annyeong ^^v

Quote of The Day V

2011-03-17T11:27:00.000+08:00

Ladies,

just because you were happy

WITH

him...

doesn't mean

that you cant be happy

WITHOUT

him.

Lets move on.

Quote of The Day IV

2011-03-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

Its painful to realize that you

prefer not to hold on to a

certain person anymore.

For the fact if you stay,

you will only get hurt everyday

Quote of The Day III

2011-03-14T18:34:00.001+08:00

|-------> You can forgive someone almost anything.. But you cannot tolerate everything..

Final is Just Around The Conner, Jac

2011-03-13T20:04:00.002+08:00

auw. Jadual Final Exam akhirnya keluar juga. Lama gila aku tunggu tapi tak tahu lah kenapa sem ni lambat nak mati schedule keluar. Dah la sem ni paling aku anticipate final punya schedule. Almaklumlah, last exam yang akan aku attend. ceh ceh. Hope everything will end smoothly and i will not fail any paper and have to stay here. isk.

As you can see, my paper start on 29/4 which is Reinforcement Concrete Design II, the most tougher subject among the subject that i took this semester. Really hope i can pass this paper *after i done REALLY bad on my mid-term* Hope Allah will give me a strength to study well on this subject. Then, my next paper is Steel and Timber Design on 03/5. This subject is also known as my LEAST favorite subject from all the design and structure subject. I dont know why, but its kinda bored me. and of course i am not doing good at all for this subject. and the last paper will be on 11/5 which is my most favorite subject for this semester, Hydrology!! I really hope i can do well for this paper since the lecture is so kind and I like the way he teaches us. Step by step and I can easily understand.

ke ke ke * i am practicing my english okay. So, just stand a bit more*

I got 2 weeks for study week and of course the first week i will gonna back home and enjoy. Besides, it is save my money then stay in hostel without doing anything accept study? eat and surfing internet. Just imagine, already make me bored. At least, I can watch TV and eat delicious food at home.
ah, really cant wait.

I hope I can do really well for this exam since it will be the last exam I take. I got so much time to study and to understand. So, it is so pitiful if I cant score. At least, I need to get 3 pointer above. Insya-Allah.

Pray for me everyone.
Done with this. Gonna eat dinner. Bye.

saranghamnida

2011-03-12T17:03:00.007+08:00

So bad..a person a like you..
Why did you take my heart without my permission?
Im living with so much difficulty
But you dont even know.

I know.. that its not me
That im not worthy enough for even a blink of your eye
But sometimes cant you share your smile with me too?
Even if its not love

Please turn back just once sometime
If I wait endlessly like this today
Again its the one word in my heart that I cant keep inside
I love you

Yesterday, I laid my head on my desk
And I think I fell asleep grieving for you
When I opened my eyes, the tears had smudged
Your name and hopeless doodles

Please turn back just once sometime
If I wait endlessly like this today
Again its the one word in my heart that I cant keep inside
I love you.

As I look at your back image
which I got so used to
I say those silent tear-like words,
I love you.

This song tell the story very well. Live your life well, Jac

1 year and 5 month is not a short time :) chukahamnida.

Quote of The Day II

2011-03-10T11:49:00.000+08:00

----|| moving on doesn't mean forgetting.

Quote of The Day I

2011-03-07T14:10:00.002+08:00

----Such cruel truth awaits us at the end of this long and dark path we are walking

Jungle Fish II

impian seorang wanita. :)

2011-03-01T14:18:00.002+08:00

hai pembaca2 sekalian. ye,aku tahu takde orang baca pun, tapi tak salah rasanya kalw nak bajet femes.*whatever* tadi aku tengok gambar member aku kat facebook, well biasalah stalker, mesti lah jadik bzbody. nak tahu orang ni buat apa, orang tu buat apa. sape dah clash, sape couple. haish, kalw buat rumus add math, aku boleh masuk list antara pakar2 math. dem, takde kena mengena. okay, berbalek pada gambar member aku, aku cuma nak bagitahu aku jeles ngan orang tinggi. tu je. so, aku yang sangat lah free ni pun meng'google' how to grow taller after 20 years old. eh jangan salah sangka, sebab aku belum 20 tahun pun. just nak buat persiapan awal. future planning orang puteh panggil. so, aku yang baik hati ni nak share lah ngan korang2. even though korang da puas hati ngan tinggi korang, tak salah pun baca.boleh share ngan adek2 korang ke boyfriend korang.haks. here we go.

ni antara info yang aku rasa macm bagus;

If you want to get taller,

you need to maximize your nutrition. The best foods for growth are those high in protein and calcium. Calcium is needed to keep your bones strong and healthy.
Exercise is also important to help grow taller after 20 years old. When in a vertical position, the bones along our spines compress the soft cartilage in between.*A simple hanging exercise can decompress our spines to make us taller*. These exercises include cycling, sprinting, and swimming.

credit

As mentioned, your body still slowly grows after puberty. The ways to get your growing faster and more rapid is through abundant supply of the body-proven-growers. Are you still guessing what are these? These are nutrients, sleep, and exercise!

fill your body with nutritious food. Now that the hormones have decreased, you will need a lot more of vitamins and minerals to promote your faster growth. Provide also enough water for your body 8 to 10 glasses a day as this helps in metabolism.
Make sure to have more sleep everyday to enhance the brains release of growth hormones. Most metabolism processes of the body takes place during your sleep. So, be sure to have those 8 to 10 hours of sleep a day.
When you wake up, get your bodies going! Resort to physical activities as much as possible. Frequent exercise enhances blood circulation resulting to good distribution of body-needed nutrients.

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so apa yang aku dapat rumus kan di sini, pemakanan dan exercise yang berterusan merupakan faktor yang paling penting untuk menjadi tinggi apabila kita da berumur >20 tahun. tidur yang cukup pun penting rupa nya. means bukan lebih tidur lah kan. jadi, mari mencuba. sebab aku rasa, kalw kita tinggi, walwpun berisi takdelah nampak teruk kan.still good in whatever they wear. tapi kalw kurus gila tapi pendek, still tak cantik. lebih teruk kalw gemuk dan pendek. wth!

okay, since i already had a petite frame just like her, haks

p/s: click for a better image. i dont know why this pic is not working -_-""

so of course i wanna have this perfect body too

credit 4 both pictures: google image

tapi kejap eh, aku rasa entry aku pasal ketinggian. macam dah luar topic je. ahaha. *whatever* now, aku nak take serious on my DIET!yeah, lets go!

bye-

thanx babe,

2011-02-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

for being so sexy.

and

IS BACK!!!

cr: http://fuckyeahgdragon.tumblr.com

bb, hope to see u in june!!!! wait for me~

well, well, well

2011-02-22T13:01:00.001+08:00

wauh, UMP is not that bad kan? still in top 10 in Malaysia.

and top 50 in South East Asia and ehem*clear throat* world ranking tu boleh abaikan. Assume

tak penting. HAHA.

so, mari berdoa supaya UMP boleh naik lagi ranking. belajar rajin2 ya, adek junior. jgn bz sangat dating and tak pegi sembahyang jumaat. haha. tak pasal.

dah dah, nak study. bye-om

p/s: auwh, gambar ni aku curik dari budak UTM. sebab tu kat UTM je ada hilite kuning tu. :)

Hari ini hari jumaat.

2011-02-18T12:43:00.002+08:00

korang tahu tak harini merupakan hari jumaat? hari jumaat adalah penghulu segala hari. dan hari jumaat juga merupakan penutup bagi setiap kejayaan kita pada 6 hari yang lepas. banyak perkara perkara sunat di lakukan pada hari ini.

baik betul aku hari ni. otak pn tak lampi kat kelas td. just power mata je kena check balek. macam da naik je, or maybe dah turun.

takde apa2 pn nak cakap, just terasa nak update blog. best pulak rasanya. sementara aku takde benda nak cerita, meh aku tolong google sket2 pasal kebaikan hari jumaat ni.

jap eh.
...
Dalam sebuah hadis Riwayat Ibnu Majjah & Al-Baihaqi ada menyatakan bahawa pada hari itu ada 5 perkara berlaku iaitu :
1. Penciptaan Nabi Adam AS
2. Keluarnya beliau dari syurga
3. Wafatnya beliau
4. Terdapat satu masa pada hari ini yang doanya akan terus dimakbulkan oleh Allah SWT kecuali untuk benda-benda haram.
5. Terjadinya kiamat.

Dalam pada itu dalam mengambil dan menghayati kemuliaan dan keberkatan hari Jumaat ini para ulama' telah menggariskan beberapa perkara yang disunatkan ( berpandu dari sunnah Nabi SAWi ) antaranya :
1. Perbanyakkan doa, zikir dan selawat.
2. Banyak Membaca Al-Quran.
- Malam Jumaat : Surah Yasin & Al-Kahfi
- Subuh : Surah Sajdah & Insan.
- Selepas solat Jumaat : Surah Ihklas, Falaq & Nas.
3. Bangun pagi berniat mandi sunat Jumaat, membersih diri/badan dan berwangi-wangian.
4. Berpakaian serba putih.
5. Segera ke masjid.
6. Iktikaf di masjid & mendengan khutbah.
7. Solat sunat sebelum dan selepas Jumaat.
8. Banyakkan sedekah.

cr: http://citramind.blogspot.com/2009/12/kemuliaan-hari-jumaat.html

ni just nak share. sebab aku rasa menarik

Pada suatu hari , Nabi Musa a.s telah naik ke atas bukit dan terlihat satu kaum yang tekun beribadat . Baginda pun menghampirimereka lalu bertanya tentang ibadat yang mereka lakukan itu . Mereka menjawab , "Kami umat tuan juga . Kami telah menyembah Allah dengan tekun selama tujuh puluh tahun . Kami hanya makan buah - buahan dan minum air hujan . Kami hidup dengan penuh kesabaran.."

Nabi Musa a.s gembira mendengarnya . Kemudian , turun wahyu Allah s.w.t yang bermaksud , "Hai Musa , bagi umat Muhammad nanti , akan ada 1 hari di mana Orang yang mengerjakan ibadat hanya dua rakaat . Pahalanya lebih baik daripada umatmu yang tujuh puluh tahun ini.."

Mendengar firman Allah s.w.t itu , Nabi Musa a.s bertanya ,
"Ya Allah , hari apakah yang di lebihkan itu ?"

Nabi Musa a.s di beritahu , hari itu adalah hari Jumaat . Mendengarkan itu , Nabi Musa a.s pun memohon kepada Allah s.w.t agar umatnya juga di berikan 1 hari yang di lebihkan . Maka Allah s.w.t berfirman "Untukmu hari yang berbahagia itu adalah hari Sabtu . Untuk Isa hari Ahad . Untuk Ibrahim hari Isnin . Untuk Zakaria hari Selasa . Rabu untuk Yahya dan hari Khamis untuk Adam . Jumaat adalah untuk umat Muhammad.." Nabi Musa a.s bersyukur mendengarnya .

Ada sebuah hadis Nabi Muhammad s.a.w yang mengatakan , dOa pada hari Jumaat adalah dOa yang makbul . sesungguhnya , hari Jumaat adalah hari yang penuh dengan berkat .

Nabi Muhammad s.a.w bersabda , "Sesiapa yang membaca surah Ali Imran pada hari Jumaat , maka dia akan didOakan Oleh malaikat hingga malam.."

Dari Abu Hurairah , katanya dia mendengar Nabi Muhammad s.a.w bersabda , "Janganlah kamu berpuasa pada hari Jumaat , melainkan melainkan 1 ary sebelumnya ataw sesudahnya.."

Nabi Muhammad juga bersabda , "Siapa yang berwuduk untuk menghadiri sOlat Jumaat adalah baik (memadai) tetapi sesiapa yang mandi maka adalah lebih baik.."

Sesiapa yang paling awal datang ke masjid pada hari Jumaat mendapat pahala ibarat berkOrban sekOw unta . Orang yang datang lebih lambat mendapat pahala ibarat berkOrban sekOw lembu . Orang yang datang lebih lambat lagi mendapat pahala ibarat sekOw kambing & Orang yang datang pada saat - saat akhir mendapat pahala ibarat berkOrban sekOw ayam . Sesiapa yang datang paling akhir mendapat pahala ibarat berkOrban sebutir telOr ayam .

Setiap langkah perjalanan ke masjid untuk sOlat Jumaat akan di tulis Oleh malaikat seperti ibadat 2O tahun . Orang yang melakukan sOlat Jumaat , pahalanya sama dgn amalam 2OO tahun . bayang kan lah ! itulah kelebihan yang telah ALLAH s.w.t janjikan kepada hamba yang turut perintah-Nya ~

Di Baitul Makmur iaitu langit ke-7 ada 1 menara perak yg berkilau . Pada hari Jumaat , naiklah malaikat Jibril ke atas menara itu untuk melaungkan azan . Kemudian malaikat Israfil berkhutbah dan malaikat Mikail menjadi imam sOlat Jumaat . Semua malaikat ikut sOlat Jumaat

Setelah selesai sOlat , malaikat Jibril berkata , "Semua pahala azan ku berikan kepada sekalian muazzin di kalangan umat Muhammad.."

Berkata pula malaikat Israfil , "Semua pahala khutbahku , ku serahkan kepada umat Muhammad yang menjadi khatib di muka bumi.."

Berkata pula malaikat Mikail , "Semua pahalaku kerana menjadi imam dalam sOlat jumaat ini aku berikan kepada semua Orang di kalangan umat Muhammad yg menjadi imam pada hari Jumaat.."

Mendengar kata - kata para malaikat itu , semua malaikat yang menjadi makmum sOlat jumaat tidak mahu ketinggalan . Mereka berkata , "Semua pahala sOlat kami ini berikan kepada semua Orang yang menunaikan sOlat Jumaat berjemaah.."

Allah s.w.t berfirman , "Wahai sekalian malaikat-Ku , adakah kamu perhatikan bahawa Allah Maha Pemurah ? Demi Kemuliaan & Kesuciaan-Nya , Orang yang menunaikan sOlat Jumaat diampuni dOsa - dOsanya . Merekalah yang taat kepada perintah Allah dan setia kepada kekasih-Nya , Muhammad.."

cr: http://amoimimi.blogspot.com/2010/08/kemuliaan-hari-jumaat.html

okay, thats all. kepada kawan2 lelaki aku, sila pergi sembahyang jumaat okay. bukan selalu pn kena sembahyang jumaat ni. seminggu sekali je. dating pn hari hari. aku secara serious nak cakap, aku anti betul kalw nampak orang lelaki tak pergi sembahyang jumaat. lebih lebih lagi sebab dating. awek kat tepi pn relax je boyfie tak pergi sembahyang. kalw aku malu kowt. ilang respect aku kat korang weh.

dah a. tiba tiba teremo. haha. bye~

dream

2011-02-17T23:54:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.(ceh, jarang aku bagi salam) and Hello!

dah seminggu aku selesema, batuk and demam sikit2. Tapi alhamdulillah, dah ada tanda2 nak baik. maybe batuk ni je yang susah nak hilang. kena cari gula gula hacks hitam tu. hacks lain, tak jalan okay. i've tried so many times. and its including strepsils(camni ke ejaan dia?) but it is not working. :) tujuan entry ni wujud bukan sebb aku nak bagitahu semua orang pn yang aku saket ke whatever. cuma bila time2 saket ni tiba tiba terimagine lelaki idaman?(WTF) aku. gila tak pasal. buang tebiat mungkin. Tak payah nak serious sangat. aku just jadik sensitive sebab selalunya kalaw aku saket, ma aku selalu buat bubur. but, too bad kali ni, aku sakit time kat hostel. so takde bubur2nya. nak makan pn malas. tapi mustahil tak makan langsung. that obviously not me.

kembali ke objective asal aku buat entry malam2 buta ni.

kalw aku kira kira, adalah dalam setahun lebih aku break dengan ex-bf aku. aku takde lah cintan ngan dia separuh mati tahap jiwa melayang2 pn. just aku rasa bosan and dia jadik salah satu sebb aku nak try lupakan izzad(kenal?tak kenal dah) Since that, aku dah takde mood nak maen sms, gayut sampai berdarah telinga, hari hari pg carik topup. Entah lah. just takde mood. tipulah kalw aku cakap aku tak jeles kalw nampak orang bercinta, tapi after beberapa ketika, perasaan tu hilang. aku seriously, takde semangat. maybe dulu aku TERLAMPAU sayang dan percaya kat izzad. and sejujur2nya, die still ada kat hati aku. * wth aku boleh taip ayat macam ni.geli je* sampai sekang susah aku nak percaya apa2 pun pasal lelaki ni.

okay, enuff with that too.

tengah high high makan ubat selesema haritu, aku terpikir lelaki yang macm mana aku impikan(wth again) untuk membimbing aku untuk kehidupan masa hadapan aku. aku yakin lah yang aku tak kan dapat bf/husband yang super-duper-kebabom handsome sampai orang nak berebut2 ngan aku.nak santau2 pn takde. *ni tolak semua gambar2 yang kat sidebar blog aku ni* memandangkan aku ni takdelah hot gila tahap Angelina Jolie. Its enough, kalw die sedap mata memandang. kira bangun tidur pagi2 tu adalah jugak semangat aku nak buat2 sweet kat die. sedap mata parent aku tengok. adek2 aku tengok pn takdelah rasa nak bagi penampar ke what so ever. janji sedap mata memandang.

second, for sure lah dia mesti cukup ilmu di dada nak bimbing aku dunia dan akhirat. aku tak mintak pn yang berjubah, janggut paras pusat tu semua. cukuplah kalw die boleh mengaji, sembahyang lima waktu dan yang sampingan2 nya. dia boleh ajak aku sembahyang berjemaah hari2. sweet kan,aku ada imagine something, tapi tak payah la nak tulis kat sini. macam novel pulak. biar aku je tahu apa yang aku imagine.

third one, kalw boleh die seorang yang RAJIN bersukan dan suka memaksa aku bersukan. well, heath is wealth okay. Tak nak lah belum 50tahun, tapi macam penyakit dah datang. sakit jantung lah, buah pinggang darah tinggi kencing manis da sebagainya. hell no!!! aku okay je kalw nak main apa2 pun. Futsal, badminton and so on. lagi best kalw kitorang selalu maen basikal. boleh kecik kan kaki beb! best gila kowt.bersukan bersama suami. mungkin yang ni kitorang boleh praktik kan time zaman bercinta lagi. gila best. aku dah imagine, best and tak tipu. kalw boleh pegi gym bersama dan ada personal instructor pn cam best kan?

next, seorang suami tu mestilah mampu menanggung semua perbelanjaan keluarga dan anak anak(?). bukan aku nak cakap aku tak tolong langsung. cuma aku nak dia mempunyai rasa tanggungjawab yang besar terhadap keluarga dia. kira duit kerja aku tu, aku boleh simpan untuk kegunaan time2 terdesak pada masa hadapan. boleh aku bershopping dan sebagainya. duet memang bukan segalanya, tapi segala2nya perlukan duet. nak masuk toilet pn kne ade duet okay!

aku jugak berharap, dia seorang yang penyabar memandang kan aku ni adalah seorang yang panas baran. dia seorang yang mampu mengawal cara aku berbelanja kerana aku seorang yang boros. mampu membuat aku menjadi seorang yang rajin dan tak menangguh2 kerja kerana sekarang aku adalah the opposite one. Kalw dia seorang yang suka bercucuk tanam adalah satu bonus buat dia, sebab parent aku suka tanam bunga, buah buah kat keliling umah. so nanti umah kitorang takdelah tak environmental friendly.

dah lah, panjang pulak. Aku tahu dan sedar ni semua mungkin tak tercapai. kalw satu dua termakbul, aku dah sangat2 bersyukur. kita hanya mampu merancang, tapi Allah lebih tahu apa yang lebih terbaik buat kita. so, doa jelah banyak2. Allah tu maha adil.

And, aku sangat sangat sangat sangat berharap, aku boleh lupan izzad. secara serious lah. bukan kadang2 lupa, kadang2 ingat. I need to move on since he already started it. I know, what I've chose is better for us. Let him be. I need to go on with my life. Dia pergi sebab rasa tanggungjwab dia, and for some reasons, i am proud of him. and I am proud of myself for being able to do that. Let by gone, be by gone. Doakan aku okay! :)

Ni apa yang aku impikan, korang pulak camne?

till then, bye~

SS3 Malaysia - Super Show 3 Ticketing Info

2011-02-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

|SUPER SHOW 3 | TICKETING INFO

Super Show 3 - The Third Asia Tour
Date: SAT 19 March 2011
Time: 6 PM
Venue: Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil

Price:
Rock Pitt RM 480
Terrace Seats RM 480
Balcony Seats RM 350
Partial Restricted View RM 220

Launch of Ticket Sale Event for Super Junior's SUPER SHOW 3 in Kuala Lumpur

Venue: Sungei Wang Mall
Date: 19th February 2011
Time: 10 AM - 10 PM

***hahaha.sape2 yang anak dato', tan sri, tak pun yang mak dia ade spa&butik 8 cawangan kat Malaysia, 3 kat Brunei and 1 kat Indon, sila2 la kontek aku untuk bagi derma.saja je nak share(tipu) actually aku saja publish kat cni sebb nnti tak payah bookmark page.nak begosip pn senang.Nanti bila da ada sitting plan aku edit entry ni. okayh.

Rasa bahagia aku rasa kalw aku ni organizer. hahaha.

dah a. nak pg carik keja.sempat tak nak kumpul duet before 19hb February ni???

bye.

*EDITED*
as i had promised before, this is the detail for those who are going to purchase the tickets!

Date:
SAT 19 Feb

Venue:
Sungei Wang Plaza (Kuala Lumpur), T-Hop at 6th Floor
(Next to Greenbox Karaoke)

Time:
10 AM - 10 PM

- No overnight queuing allowed (We want you ELFs to have ample rest :P)
- Counters will accept cash and credit card payments. (9 counters !!)
- Maximum purchase of 6 tickets per person.

Kindly note that online sales of tickets(www.airasiaredtix.com) or physical purchase of tickets at all AirAsiaRedTix counters in Malaysia will only commence from 20 Feb 12noon. These will be subject to availabilty and a maximum purchase of 6 tickets per person.

Participating AirAsiaRedTix Counters (20th FEB, 12 Noon)

Victoria Music Centre
1) Sg Wang – Tel: 603-2148 7208
2) Bangsar Shopping Centre – Tel: 603-2093 1093

Rock Corner
1) 1 Utama – Tel: 603-7725 5667
2) Subang Parade – Tel: 603-5636 9520
3) Mid Valley Megamall – Tel: 603-2284 1423
4) Ampang Point – Tel: 603-4251 0116
5) KLCC – Tel: 603-2161 9417

and the most important thing. SITTING PLAN YO!!!

(click for enlarge)

for those who not believing this, u can check this out by yourself on the organizer facebook page. click here: Running Into The Sun

have fun everyone!! :)

on the day I marry..

2011-02-14T16:38:00.002+08:00

best gila kalw guess-list aku nanti adalah beliau-beliau yang di atas.

just a ceremony for an idol. Haha.

gila happening.

(click image for a better view)

dan ini, bakal terjadi kalw aku jadik kawen ngan Eunhyuk/Junhyung-GD/sungyeol/Eli. aww~

pergh, ramai gila calon.tapi semua takde tanda2 nak pg sunat.dem (-_-)

oh mungkin,one of their manager. HAHA

ok, dah habes mengarut. BYE!!!

(cr gambar: allkpop)

memo.

2011-01-29T01:04:00.001+08:00

esok balek umah. okay, takde mood nak update. bye~

niat hati tak nak berpisah

2011-01-24T14:03:00.001+08:00

~~seriouslu~~ seriously nak update blog. ada orang baca atau takde bukan masalah aku. tapi nanti lah. sekarang zaman tengah bercinta. mana sempat nak buat karangan lebih 3 baris. okay bai.

p/s: after siap tulis. view blog, tengok2 aku slah eja seriously jadik seriouslu. sorry, my bad :(

Entry Sempena Taipusam

2011-01-20T12:13:00.000+08:00

note: memang sengaja aku eja taipusam tu salah.bukan tak reti eja ok.

Bosan gila. Ngadap laptop, maen tenet, makan, tenet lagi, tenet lagi, tenet lagi...dan lagi sampai da tak tahu nak bukak apa. Punya la bosan sampai aku bukak STD 3 kali harini okay. Nampak tak tahap bosan aku. ni baru pkol 12. ade lagi 12jam aku nak bazirkan masa aku. esok baru mcm student. kelas dari pukol 8 sampai 12. cool gila aku rasa. ni asek takde kelas je. sampai tulisan aku yang da memang buruk ni, jadik lagi buruk sebb tak biasa menulis. WTH. aku punya tulisan la paling di kagumi ramai okay time kat sekolah dulu. rasa bangga tah pape.

btw, mak aku tak suka tulisan aku. Macam kartun die kata. heh! tak pedulik. tulisan melambangkan jati diri. HAHAHA tak pasal. oh, bercakap pasal tulisan aku ni,

last 2weeks pg JHEPA nak settlekan hutang LeBai kat UMP ni sebab kunci bilik hilang. Kena tulis reason kenapa bagai semua kat ade satu form kaler kuning ni. After bagi form tu kat abang(ewwww~) Jhepa tu aku tunggu a die nak cakap apa.

" ni sapa yang tulis ni. budak ofis KK3 ke?"- abang(ewww~) jhepa.
"ni mesti budak ofis KK3. sebb ada sorang tu tulisan sebijik camni.buruk."-abang(eww~) jhepa.
" taklah, saya yang tulis sendiri"-aku
"eh, sorry2 ingat kat diorang yang tulis"-abang(ewww~) jhepa
"takpe takpe"- aku sambil tersenyum ayu.

senyum baek punya ayu.padahal dalam hati WTH ko cakap tulisan aku buruk. Ingat senang ke nak bagi tulisan jadik buruk. Dem u abang(ewww~) jhepa. Aku ni dah la pendendam Siap la kau nanti. haha. emo aku orang kata tulisan aku buruk. Jahat gila. Sedih aku. Mungkin ini petanda bahawa era kegemilangan tulisan aku yang cantik lagi kretip tu da habes. Biasala hidup. Kadang2 kita kat atas. Kadang2 kat bawah. Its reality.

bosan betul aku ni.

oh lupa nak cakap. kalw tak kerana taipusam pun, aku memang cuti harini. FREE. No class ok. extend kan tak banyak subject. and lagi satu. Ni sume subject aku baru amek okay, bukan repeat. ni semua pasal anak dato' durjana mana ntah da rosak kan planning aku, sial betul. Kalw aku tahu sapa, memang aku santau.

dahla.sian leezah. tadi aku suruh dia bangun sebab aku lapar. skang dia da siap mandi aku buat2 tak tahu pulak.hahaha

okay, bai.

new entry

2011-01-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

edit: punya la lama tak update, sampai lupa letak tajuk.

edit 2: aku nak customize blog bagi cun. apsal tak leh eh. gila kepala hotak.kuno nak mampos.

pergh. Lama gila tak update blog. Busy la konon kononnya. Mengalahkan orang yang pegi practical. Gila ke apa. Nak sign in blog, tengok2 dah laen eh. Bedebar jugak. Kowt takleh masuk kang camne. Kowt blog ni da lupa aku tuan dia ke. ok, tak kelaka. Tapi serius bedebar. Tak tipu.

rasa nak aktif balek menulis.ce ce ceh. sebab tadi pg baca blog lama. alah, yang dekat friendster dulu. aku rasa blog lama aku lagi best. ok, Best gila. sebb sana punya cerita adalah reality. kat cni aku banyak berangan takde motif dan tah pape je. Menyampah dengan diri sendiri. Patut bm B3. karangan xde isi. Padan muka.

lagipn leezah, my new room mate (ganti tempat amalina) suruh aku update. kan kan kan leezah. jadi, tunggu aku buat comeback ok. hahaha. sape tah nak tunggu. Mengarut, mengarut.

pasni aku nak update secara serius.takde dah fantasi fantasi kejadah. Kalw aku rajen aku update pasal leader. HAHAHA. okay, ni berangan. tapi aku suka dia walau aku tahu aku takkan dapat punya.melaenkan aku hot macam Angelina Jolie. okay, aku 100% laen dr beliau.

okay.bai

A few days left.

2010-11-14T01:59:00.000+08:00

seperti yang semua orang war warkan, final paper for 4th year batch '07 adalah foundation. for those who are not extend, it was their final paper in their life!OMG!!its such a great feeling, right. Do not have to study and memorize all the formulas. tapi takpe, i will do my very best next sem. :) (pura2 tak lemah semangat)

hahaha. :(

esok balek umah for a week. then, come back here again for FYP presentation. really2 hope to get a good grade! then, pung pang pung pang, jilid thesis, then cuti for a month.
then, next sem..omaigod!!all will be difference! T_T (its okay, jac!!(pat head))

ehem ehem.semalam tgk crayon!best!! as expected, takde orang pn dalam cinema tu. biasalah orang Malaysia ni.semua bajet matsaleh, bajet korea lah, movie2 malay ni tak layan lah.kang orang kata kodi. Tapi bagi aku its worth to pay RM8 for that movie. the message behind the movie is well delivered to me.(to me, okay, to me) not all things in this world will have a happy ending.

p/s:thanx for the tix, bai!

okaylah.away for a week.duduk umah adalah mode "malasnakon9"

see u later, everyone!

2010-11-09T07:43:00.000+08:00

GOOD LUCK!!

FOR ALL MY FRIENDS.

NEAR OR FAR.

WISH U ALL THE BEST.

ITS FINAL NOW!!

8 NOVEMBER 2010

FACILITIES AND ASSET

MANAGEMENT

11NOVEMBER 2010

FOUNDATION ENGINEERING

LETS DO WELL!!FIGHTING! <3

pics galore

2010-11-07T23:07:00.001+08:00

year 1

hobibersama2: usha jejaka kacak di cafe

"makan sini ke tapau" bhg I.

(ntah bila nak sambung)

3rd year.

cubaan bajet seksi

trip to Malacca.

dinner.

*1st and last time*

ouh, this entry is specially dedicated to my beloved fren. a very

happy birthday.

Selamat Hari Lahir

zhu ni shengri kuaile.

saengil chukahae.

intan diana yusuf. :)

semoga sentiasa di berkati Allah.

di murahkan rezeki,

di permudahkan segala urusan.

good luck, fren!!

lap u~! muah

entry at 1040PM

2010-11-05T22:59:00.001+08:00

source: JaeJaeJaeShin

well, sapa yang tengok drama Sungkyunkwan Scandal sure kenal ngan mamat ni. Moon Jaeshin or lebih glamor, Geol Oh.sapa yang tgk sure tahu, Micky Yoochun and Joong ki pn berlakon dalam drama ni. Tapi aku as usual,mestilah attracted ngan 2nd hero. hero yang sedih2 sebb girl yang dia minat, suka kat hero 1st.biasalah tu drama kata. kalw heroin suka kat hero kedua, sure lah hero kedua tu tak panggil hero kedua.paham? tak paham dah.

tu je nak cte.haha.
sebab sekarang ngah rest [konon2 nya study lah] sebab my aegy ngah nyanyi kat telinga.kalw tak menghayati mcm rasa bersalah pulak.mcm tak ikhlas je, dengar sambil belajar(konon) :)

well, thats the truth.ade sorang je dalam dunia ni boleh buat aku stop buat apa2 keja(buat masa ni lah) every time aku dengar lagu dia. even kalw dengar before tdo pn aku takkan tdo selagi tak habes semua lagu yang ade suara dia. dia pulak,skang dah ade 3 album.jap lagi nak masuk 4 pulak.tak masuk featuring2 lagi. sebab tu kena tdo awal, kalw aku tdo pkol 3 bila nak habes semua lagu.hahaha.teka lah sapa kalw terror.takde hadiah la tapinya,

well, semua album dah dengar.boleh sambung study(konon)

bye!

Al Fatihah.

2010-10-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

Alamak, Paul dah mati.pasni kalw ade game sape nak jadik tukang tilik.

sila baca untuk maklumat lanjut, DISINI

Yovie And Nuno - Dia Milikku

2010-10-24T02:26:00.002+08:00

Semula ku tak tahu engkau juga, t'lah ingin memilikinya
Bukankahku lebih dulu
Bila engkau temanku
Sebaiknya tak mengganggu

Reff : Dia untukku, bukan untukmu
Dia milikku, bukan milikmu
Pergilah kamu jangan kau ganggu
Biarkan aku mendekatinya
Kamu tak akan mungkin
Mendapatkannya karena dia
Berikan aku pertanda cinta
Janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi..ooo
dia untuk aku

Bukankah belum pasti kamu juga kan jadi dengan dirinya
Dia yang menentukan, apa yang kan terjadi
Tak usah mengaturku

Reff2 : Dia untukku, bukan untukmu

Dia milikku, bukan milikmu
Lihatlah nanti, lihatlah saja
Biarkan aku mendekatinya
Kamu tak akan mungkin
Mendapatkannya karena dia
Berikan aku pertanda juga
Janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi

Kusarankan engkau mundur saja,,,ooo

p/s:well.this song suit me well.

T_T

damn!

2010-10-21T00:57:00.000+08:00

mode skang:

BANYAK kerja.

takde mood

BOSAN

PENAT

NGANTUK.

ok bye.nak tdo.

darah.

2010-10-16T13:55:00.000+08:00

tah pape je tajuk.tapi siyesly, tiba tiba berminat lak nak tahu pasal characteristic based on blood type. apa yang aku dapat kenalpasti. kalw korang rajen tengok show korean, kalw korang perasan lah, dorang slalu tanya pasal jenis darah masa intro guess. aku kan banyak masa, so carik lah pasal jenis darah ni.

so, this a little info yang aku carik. yang pasti sila berterima kasih kat My Google Darling for this information.

korean menganggap darah mengelaskan personaliti kita. bukan horoskop. selalunya kita asyik dengar pasal horoskop kan.

so, cekitdaut~!

Type A

Best Traits: Conservative, introverted, reserved, patient and punctual. Perfectionists.

Worst Traits: Obsessive, stubborn, self conscious and uptight.

Type B

Best Traits: Creative, passionate, animal loving, optimistic, flexible and individualistic.

Worst Traits: Forgetful, irresponsible, and self-centered.

Type AB

Best Traits: Cool, controlled, rational, introverted and empathic.

Worst Traits: Aloof, critical, indecisive and unforgiving.

Type O

Best Traits: Ambitious, athletic, robust and self-confident. Natural leaders.

Worst Traits: Arrogant, vain, insensitive and ruthless

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so, korang jenis darah ape?A, B, AB or O?ade kne tak? kalw aku, mcm kena je semua ngan diri aku. the best traits, ok lah tapi worst traits, agak tak senonoh lah.hahhaa.but aku rasa kita boleh fix kan?
next,japan lak

Type A
People with blood type A have a deep-rooted strength that helps them stay calm in a crisis when everyone else is panicking. However, they tend to avoid confrontation, and feel very uncomfortable around people. A types are shy and sometimes withdrawn. They seek harmony and are very polite, but all the same feel that they never really fit in with others. A types are very responsible. If there is a job to be done, they prefer to take care of it themselves. These people crave success and are perfectionists. They are also very creative, and the most artistic of all the blood types, most likely because of their sensitivity.

People with blood type A are also likely to be considered classic "type A's": stressed and conscientious.

Type B
People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible. They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas. They are individualists. B type people pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious.

People with blood type B are often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types, although not necessarily to an unacceptable degree.

Type O
People with blood type O people are outgoing, energetic and social. They are the most flexible of the blood types. They easily start up projects but often have trouble following through because they give up easily. They are flighty and not too dependable. O types always say what's on their mind. They value the opinion of others and like to be the center of attention. Also, people with O blood are extremely self-confident.

Type O, the most "average" blood type, is considered the best type in Japan.

Type AB
People with blood type AB are hard to categorize. They can have characteristics on both ends of the spectrum at the same time. For instance, they are both shy and outgoing. They easily switch from one opposite to another. AB people are trustworthy and responsible, but can't handle it when too much is asked of them. They don't mind doing favors or helping out, as long as its on their own conditions. People with this blood type are interested in art and metaphysics.

AB is considered the worst blood type. In predictability-loving Japan, they're loose cannons. They also like to set their own conditions and reserve the right to drop out when things don't meet their expectations. They're known to be sensitive and considerate—at times—but it just isn't enough to balance out the flaws in this blood type. For a while, some companies tried dividing their employees into work groups based on blood type, and no one wanted to work with the AB group. Anime villains are likely to be type AB.

A is most compatible with A and AB.
B is most compatible with B and AB.
AB is most compatible with AB, B, A, and O.
O is most compatible with O and AB.

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dah search pasal western, tapi biasanya dorang lebih kepada bertanya pasal horoskop berbanding dengan jenis darah. type of blood ni famous kat korea/japan.sebb tu lah, kalw korang baca pasal artis dorang nya profile, ade disertakan sekali ngan jenis darah.

well, just to share some info.I think, most of u already knew this kind of info right? either good or worst traits, sure we can change to be a better one kan?

ok, nak siap2 pg Seminar.adios